Man...

My Bad Health

2010-01-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

Assalamuailaikum...

ok lame tk update... mainly busy.. btw happy new year and Selamat Pengantin Baru to my bro...

basically, i had no mood to work already... i dunno why...

fyp... done and submitted..

now my health... bleed here... bleed there... blood here... blood there.. and i dun really wat happen to me... and the best thing doctor in hospital also do not know... my salary finish @ NUH for two days... bt its okay, my health is important... i worry wether it is a major sickness or wat so ever such as cancer or wat...
tat wat's make me more worry...

ok till here...

to all muslim fren,
Man ingin meminta ampun dan maaf seandainya man pernah buat salah dan silap yg terlaluan... Maaf kn man k...?

gtg,
bye

Chicken and Cow.

2009-12-14T11:21:00.003+08:00

One day, chicken and cow talks abt life...

Chicken: I think eh, human being always think of themselves.

Cow: Why you say so...?

Chicken: Yalah, I also want to have family in my life... Once I produce eggs, they take and eat.. I also want to see my child...

Cow: Hmm... My case is worst than u..

Chicken: Ah...! Serious?

Cow: Abeh..! They drink my milk but they never call me "Mum"...

What a bad day...?

2009-11-30T14:35:00.003+08:00

yesterday kompang.. haiz...

damn bloody fed up.... the late-comers, the uninvited guy, the delay guy, not enough kompang, not enough batik, not enough safety pin, and everything all wants fast... Cbai sial... I fucking fed-up with all the guys and up to dem la even the girls too... malaz ah nk layan...

i keep myself to cool down and the keluaran was fine..

saw dear after keluaran, happy abit...

i tot after everyting nk gy tgok kuda, den need to stay for meeting... meeting... meeting... meeting.. *yawn*.. ok den wak furious abt bdk2 and me and kak rina kena scold... it is so UNFAIR to us... kak rina defend and i support from her back.. wak quiet... BINGIT sak... i lost my mood sia.. tot of gg home after dat, bt i met my dear.. mkn.. walk.. n home..

miss her alots...

till here bye....

BORNFIRE 2009

2009-11-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

it is an yearly event where fire show involves.. I and Kakrina represents nayaga cimande with wayang aloes to perform.... N honestly, nothing to proud of la... cause there is music.. and we like acting playing the music.. so "waste time" la..

Kak zaty, tnx for ur support and food... kebuloh siol.. hehe

after tat, wait transport for transport and went home.. Cnt sleep till 3 am.. Dangdut~ing with along the whole night... padahal bsok got kompang sia.. okla jumpe lagi..

Hari Raya Haji

2009-11-27T11:29:00.002+08:00

Salam..

REWIND!!!
Okla, Malam raya (Hari Raya Eve I work) sian siah.. no mood to work but i haf too.. but time past very fast till i didnt realize that it is already 12mn. So go home time.. went back, family members havent sleep.. so i mkn lontong which i missed my lunch and dinner earlier.. laugh2 den sleep..

HAri raYa hAjI...
Relax... visit grandparent father side and mother side... didnt eat much... haiz.. mlz ah.. went back and get call from Nazri.. gt sec sch gathering.. so i come down.. talk, joke, eat and many more la.. by 12am, i walked back home.. coz tomoro i got show.. so i belah la..

tat's it for this year hari raya haji...

2nd month..

2009-11-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

firstly...

"Alhamdulilah..."

wat was planned go smoothly... Bt the thing does not smooth was, i LATE... promise meet at 1.30pm bt i reach 1.45pm.. sorry dear..

*fast forward*

queue for popcorn, im happy to see ira coz veteran ppl know wat to do.. I ordered popcorn, nugget and nacho for my dear.. Enter hall, havnt start.. *munch munch*
Movie start.. btw we watched 2012... Comment: okla, 3/5... storyline abit not logic and 3D modeling cant still see it fake... but effect SUPERB...!

*fast forward*

2.5hr of seating, wat u expect... sakit siol buntot.. hehe
proceed to airport for POPEYE

*fast forward*

the fish sandwich... it melts in ur mouth beb.. it is fresh and juicy dok... POWER..! Dear ate chicken "Maxi Meal" n half of my sandwich.. kesian dear, lapar..
Jln2, walk2 and go back home...

So, happy 2nd month for me and my dear Qu... hope u happy with me dear..
n not forgetting, thanx for ur gift from BATAM.. i really love it... hehe

till here..
WASSALAM

UPDATE...!

2009-11-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

so what telah happen last week...?

I and my fyp members was doing shooting at Malay Village for Kuda kepang show... okla come on time but Wandi was not there... so, kill time by record the scene we need.. have their dinner and proceed to shooting.. After 12 years watching kuda kepang, this is the first time, i kena blow with water and flower by one of the dancer... SH!T sia... i was holding sch camera (lucky camera nvr kena water).. my hair and shirt wet with flower with it.. siah ah.. ok after tat interview wandi... tok2 until 12.. best missed train.. take cab back home from AMK.. almost $17... haiz..

sunday at home..
monday lazy, stay home...
Tues n wed, sch coz got UT..

and today work.. sian..!

Complain. complain. complain.
haiz.. fine.. den going home, was on the phone with Q and
"DUKE....!" my head hit the van.. fuh spinning siol... pain ah..

ok n tomoro.. is the day i waiting for...

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?

2009-11-16T17:43:00.003+08:00

basically, I dunno what happen to me? I keep thinking of sumthing which is not a good one.. y? and there is somebody is up in my mind now.. wat the !@#$... seriously. i dunno wat happen to me... now my mind is mixed up and my mood has been swing since yesterday... but Y?

wondering

2009-11-16T01:04:00.003+08:00

back!

i had been busy for tis week... Yes, as i told morning sch nite work...
Tues, met syaa.. Lepak wif her since she was bored... I dun mind la kn... We share story... N i share my feeling abt my relationship... She said i can take it and just keep patience.. den i think back when i was otw to work.. Maybe, ya i give in too much to q... Bt how seh...?

Fri met q n all dikir girls... Ok after some time, i tot to go pasar mlm after send q home, bt she accompany me... So okla... Walk2, go mkn n home...

N one ting happen is, i keep thinking of someting which is i not suppose to think.. This is secret i cnt share anyone accept myself...

N now is monday... I had NOT been contacting Q since saturday.. So lets see till when will she contact me... But actually wat went wrong? I just feel we are just normal frend... If she remember me, she msg, if not she quiet... n i per normal, try to msg sometime reply sometime not.. So how? I alwayz understand her feeling n her family. Bt i dun tink she understand me... So? Should still give in or someting else...? Advise me... Call/sms me at 82589464...

TGIF...

2009-11-06T15:52:00.002+08:00

after a week on waking up early and busy go school and work, this is the day i can get rest.. coz after sch i get back home or meet my love one or nyte jog again or rest at home aje..

btw my work for past 4 days was fun... mcm playing game... when 11:50pm, all starts counting down.. hehe... okla quite fun environment... the job also not that hard, just that i am not familiar with some road and event building... tat's where my stress come....

btw my love, Q, thanx for ur understanding dear... cnt wait for 20/11/09...

kk till here...

Wassalam

record in m life

2009-11-02T17:33:00.005+08:00

harlow...
time check 5:34pm.. means I had 2 more hours to go work lata..

yes i had a job now.. customer service at Comfort.. alah answer booking call..

so what i had happen...? i think i had done very very very STUPID decision..
Coz i was attending my 3 days on job training and i left my kompang with nazri, and of coz nt forgeting q too.. yesterday, the worst I felt very bad coz naz msg me and give up on kompang.. i cant describe my feeling here.. bt then, i really bad.. NAZRI thnx bro... sampai salah urat.. hehe

ok, work...hmmmm so far ok la kan.. nothing much too describe..

what's in my mind...
- i dun really know wether i can manage with my new schedule..
-Mon- Thurs : Morning Sch, Night work
- Fri : Sch
- Sat n Sun: Kompang if have...
-N why i work, coz i dun want to ask money from my parent.. and oso if i want to go out with Q, i can use tat money..

-For now, I had this weird feeling... y? my Quwh la.. nowadays, when on phone, she like increasing her voice, no mood and angry tone... when i asked, "nothing..." i feel there is somting wrong ah.. but i dunno.. so far, i have not been on phone with her since Saturday.. i tink i just let it be je la.. If i ask, confirm she angry and say "nothing again.." so.. haiz...

kk till here.. bye..

20102009

2009-10-21T00:12:00.002+08:00

Salam Sayang Semua...!!!
Harlow...!!

OK lar da quite long nvr update blog... busy la.. Wat makes me busy.. of coz skul la.. and many things happen for past month..

First,
on 23 Sept, I dpt adik baru... Muhd Hazreel...

Second,
on 27 Sept, Nenek warded in Hospital for a day

Third,
on 9 Oct, Iwan came back from London

Fourth,
on 13 Oct, first time in my life, i get to take AMBULANCE, send ATOK to hospital

Fifth,
on 15 Oct, Went for interview at Comfort.. I guess I get la eh..

Sixth,
on 17 Oct, Syaa... U ROCK!!!! thnx alot..

seventh,
on 20 Oct, which is today, Atok admitted to hospital again.. tis time is more serious.. I almost cry when i saw atok lying on bed... bt i control...

Im worried now...

and not forgetting, Happy 1st month to me n my lovely Quzaimah.... I planned to go out with her, but emergency appear.. so cancel.. nvm, still got other tyme...

kk till here.
Wasalam BYe
FBT OUT.......!

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-24T01:44:00.004+08:00

ok images all uploaded at FACEBOOK.

Wat so special about this year HARI Raye is....

date: 20 - 09 - 2009

N one special thing happen to me la..

Not so special about raye this year:

Incomplete without IWAN...

About me,

After a month of misunderstanding, i finally solve it... and the best ting is I patch back wif Q!!!! on 20092009.. hehe

Love her lotz...

Wats in my mind now...

2009-09-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

- Renting vehicle for hari raya.. after two days, i think rent van much better and cheaper coz only my family going to take tat... so tk pyh nk cerewet la kan..

- Baju raya...! 2 more weeks and it is not ready yet.. mintak mintak mak q bleh settle kn by next week la eh.. kalo tk mampos aku... haiz.. I just felt confused which side shud i go.. tkkn aku nk pakse suroh buat cpt2 kn? abeh aku tk tahu aper nk ckp ngan family aku pulak... serious ah.. Menyesal pun ade blang umi n ayah aku ader hubungan dgn q...

- now 1 week my holiday, and nothing to do.. i am looking for jobs online.. jenny my previous manager invite me to work back to cathay.. i dunno yet la.. shall i throw wat happen before and take this as new book? maybe..

- im going to cut my hair and dying it natural brown.. ok kan... i tot of dying white.. haha.. like MR KFC sia.. haha... ok skip

lastly in my mind, lets guess....

of coz la Q... hehe..
i asked her this morning: What should i do to proof my love?
she say: "Tabah dan sabar menunggu i... tabah dgn perangai i n karenah i (Patient waits for me... and understand her attitude...)"

rindu sesangat...

2009-09-02T10:41:00.000+08:00

first of all, to all nayaga well done for last saturday show...

Next, q... her hand hurt coz of tiban... Haiz... When at first wak nin say we have two choice not to play tiban or play but take the risk, i was like... Ergh.. Tat sound danger.. I disagree n say not to play coz in my mind, my baby will get hurt after tat as her partner is not naz. Bt dunno somehow wak change his mind to continue playing... I like... Oh shit...! Im totally worried abt her... Wat i tot is true, her hand luke punye la panjang... N best ting my parent told me, if nt i oso dunno... I dunno wat to say to her la... Worry abt her, she like nothing happen.. However it is, im still love her la...

Skip

Okla.. today my third stay at home. BORING.. Sumpah dok... Haiz... N i really really really miz her la... Aku harapkn tgok gambar dier pat hp aku je utk lepaskn rindu... Haiz.. Ya allah, bukakn la hati quzaimah... Amin

I HATE IT...

2009-08-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

Happy Holi~day to me... I am suppose to be happy tis holiday because I taught I got tat internship but I didnt get it... Really hurt... I hate people give me HOPE.....!!!!!!

so wat i had been doin for past 2 days?
- SLEEP
- FASTING
- Watch TV
- and DO nothing...

I really really really hate this... want to go out, dunno where to go and nobody accompany me.. serious shit man...

I really dont understand what happen to me... lost my relationship... lost my internship... and i get shit... haiz...

okla... all muslim happy fasting...

n Q, if u read this which i dun think she do,
I am really really miss and love u dear... i tggu sampai hati u terbuka... insyallah.. i believe tat..

Whats in my mind now...
- S$12,000
- Honda CVR, Chevrolet Captiva and Lexus RX
- Part time jobs
- thinking of losing weight BUT... 2012...
- Q

One after another

2009-08-23T01:04:00.002+08:00

After almost a week of thinking about Q, i finally met up wif her.. So... Settle..! Im still wif her la... but will promise not tat active relationship....

Next problem, this is oso hurt me as i really wants this first for INCOME and also EXPERIENCE...

i got this from Zek Hazley:

Man,

I regret to inform you that you have not been selected for this round of IEP.

Seriously, wat happen to me sia....?! From one problem to another....!!!!

Ya Allah, Kau aje yang tahu ape aku rase sekarang....

confuse on my decision

2009-08-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

new day means new day for me to solve my problem... I dunno wat q is thinkin, maybe she thinks it had been solve, but not for me...

I decide to meet kak zaty for advise honestly im still not stable... Met kak ty at yishun, n gt a call tat Q saw me n kak ty... Ok fine...

kak ty's advise me if i want, play game... Means in front of her parent, say we broke up but when at back, we are... Ok im thinking of tat... Bt i know q wont agree, she abit stuborn n nvr give in... After a while, abg wan n abg J came.

Abg wan's advise, i just forget her. Since she know her promises with her parent, why she having rltsp at first place.? Now she hurting someone... I think of tat, maybe abg wan is riTe oso...

When lepaking wif them n eating kuaci, i keep thinking... If i follow wat abg wan say, i dun haf the heart to do tat... If i follow kak ty, q wont agree...

Love is complicated. Life is hard. Any thing happen, decision is on my hand... Wat i can see, abg wan, abg J n kak ty really concern abt my relationship... I dunno why tis must happen?

I haf no conclusion yet, my pray is tat i can save my relationship n hope can meet q n haf a talk wif her... Amin

wats my feeling now...

2009-08-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

Alrite... First of all, I am facing new thing in RP which EXAM... !@#$ 90mins, long sia... ok fine.. do-able... after that went CWP for breakfast + lunch... den went arcade.. thnx Felly, Dino, gareth, Faizal.. U guys cheer me up... My mood was fine after tat...

Accompany Dad to toa payoh... tat's where my bloody fucking bad mood come back.. Y..? my memories with Q was there... same place... I tahan... but i cant... Fetch mom and went CWP again.. I know my mood was still bad.. i feel like I'm Zombie walking at that CWP... Mkn at Banquet... I force myself not to msg her... when walking at level one, I tot i saw q at the escalator actually not her.. BUT when i turns towards KFC, i saw Q... my heart was like....*cant describe* She looks normal..like nothing happen.. FIne lar eh...

then at night i Called her.. she story la wat happen just now, her cat, her presentation but when my turns to talk... "hey, my mum call. I call u back.." Until now no msg from her.... AM I STUPID? seriously I DUNNO ah..

WHY?!

2009-08-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

I received sms from Q at 11:34am

Q: "I wana sae sumthing. but i tktau u leh accept ke tk.. before i brk up dgn my exi da berjanji nt to hav any rltnship 4 d time.. bt i duno how things happentil both of us 2gether.. i just tak tahu. my family seem nt to accept u, deywan me ro jus be fren wit u.. nt more than dat. now i tak tau nk uatpe."

Me: "U wanna break up?"

Q: "tk tahu"

Me: "Y u decide to tell me today?"

Q: "I tknk u pkr yg my family dun like u"

Me: "I tk penah ckp pun yg family u tk suke i.. camner pun, i will try to win their heartkn..tapi kalo dorg btol btol btol btol da tk suke.. i cnt say anything..

Q: "Dey wan me to jus fren wif u"

Me: "Im just too weak now.. I just feel i lost everything.. give me time to think.."

At 1pm...

Q sms me and say: "till here our relationship.. thnx 4 everything.. ur love n care.. we stil cn b frens.k tc N im sorry 4 hurting u"

seriously, my heart.... cnt describe... i cnt think anything right now... i damn super weak... i just my world is dark rite now... no light...

You Can Draw Like An Artist!

2009-07-30T14:44:00.001+08:00

My Final year project.. Finally over...!

Check this out!

FINALLY...!!!

2009-07-29T01:15:00.002+08:00

after months of codes, this is the time that i am really waiting for.. PRESENTATION OF FYP I... which is later at 3pm..

All done, but still have problem uploading.. haiz.. hope joseph can help me.. I really want to thanks Joseph for all his help.. without him, we can reach at this stage.. Not forgetting Xavier and Linqing.. for encouragement, understanding and all the support of this project... I really sad that we ended our journey soon after months of working together.. All the best bro for next FYP..

back to my life, I did quiz at facebook "what type of bf are u? and I am...

A JEALOUS GF/BF
You are very insecure of yourself. If you know you are good enough for your gf/bf then you should not have to worry about him/her leaving you for someone better. But most obviously we can see why, your insecurity is ruining the relationship, you don't trust your partner to be faithful to you. But who can blame them with the way you have been policing his/her every move....has it become illegal for yr bf/gf to hang or converse with the opposite sex because they are in a relationship with you?? If you fix yourself then you would not have to be insecure and jealous over your bf/gf

And why i post this? Coz think I am, and i will take this note and keep to my heart not to be too jealousy.. haha

ok till here.. Chiow..

I love Q with all my heart... Sumpah, tak bohong..

Almost done...

2009-07-25T03:32:00.002+08:00

Yes, I am almost done after 1 week of lack of sleep, overworked till I got myself a fever... now 3.34am.. I had settle the upload thingy and the php codes.. very !@#$ing hard... thnx to Joseph.. without his help, Im still stuck..

Wat happen just now?? I kena buih with Joseph.. Promise meet at 830am, but he cant make it.. more stress i gain, till my syg kena scold for nothing... Sory sayang.. I didnt mean to scold u..

then after class, meet joseph and rush to yck.. kompang rehearsal.. NONSENSE....!!!

till here,
chiow..

I love Q..

For Her..!

2009-07-22T16:25:00.002+08:00

Not the video but song...

Lyrics
*Mungkin hanya Tuhan (Maybe Only God)
Yang tau sgalanya (That's Know Everything)
Apa yang kuinginkan (What I want)
Di saat saat ini (At this time)

Kau takkan percaya (You won't believe)
Kau slalu di hati (You always in my heart)
Haruskah kumenangis (Should I Cry)
Tuk menyatakan yang sesungguhnya (To tell the Truth)

Reff#
Kau lah segalanya untukku (You are everything to me)
Kau lah curahan hati ini (You filled my heart)
Tak mungkin kumelupakanmu (I will never forget you)
Tiada lagi yang kuharap hanya kau seorang (There's nobody other than you)
*repeat

am i trying my best or forcing myself..?

2009-07-19T01:03:00.004+08:00

Yes, I am trying to understand her coz she having competition later.. but for this week, she was tooooooooo busy with her dikir and less spent time with me.. not like before.. ok like wat i say.. i am trying to understand her.. Now, I heard budak2 dikir sleepover her house, and she didnt bother to reply me or tell me whether she asleep or not... So its like after dikir right now... and she still putting me away??

Too many things in my head now...

- FYP
- Baju utk ditempah
- Q...
- Invitation card design for Along's Wedding..

I dunno la.. im still cooling down although my heart not that cool.... ergh!!!!!!!

Stress!

2009-07-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

Now I am !@#$ing stress.. what happen today,

I slept at 3am.. just to complete my fyp tat been planned.
wake up and go Q house to fetch her, as i promise to bring her out.
Back home at 3pm and done my FYP uploading part.. yes fucking stress and dont understand.. cool down... ok..
next, at 6pm me and mum went sembawang to check for computer price.. ok my comp spoilt as 6 months does not use it...
Reach home at 9pm.. continue my work..
My team member comment my yesterday work, and i do adjustment..
and he say

"today me and linqing stay until 9 you know"

so wat is tat mean? Yes, I felt guilty.. Hey, wat u do when I stay with u at library? Facebook? Surf the Net..? please enough of ur EGO! dun act good..!

tnx Q to cool me down..

Another problem:
thurs after sch:
-fyp meeting, -studio production module meeting, - studioIG meeting(i'm not gg)
fri after sch:
-UT, -fyp meeting, - kompang briefing(pending), -accompany father to sembwng..

I cnt decide.. too many things in my head.. if nvr go here, there will make face and I will feel guilty. If i nvr go there, here will make noise and I will feel guilty... HOW????????????

Shaherman N Quzaimah

2009-07-15T23:49:00.003+08:00

from 08-07-09...

My dear Q,

I hope I can give you smile every time you with me. What people will say, let them say... I know and love you from heart.. Looks does not matter dear.. Hope we will always be happy..

I love you dear...

Amin

Love,
Shaherman

Loving her

2009-07-15T01:18:00.003+08:00

ok now 1:18am.. standard still doing fyp, listen music and my bro, Along, snoring.. Nice U... very synchronize with my song, Grease... haha...

So, fyp.. almost done.. just wait for linqing for this codes and the scary part nobody do the upload which i suppose too.. haiz.. k i will do after this..

Now about my life.. I am happy mood nowadays... Know why..? I found someone who I love.. haha.. I know sound weird.. I dunno.. This is still keep secret.. who is she.. but sooner or later, I will tell.. Now I was soooooooo in love with her.. I mean it from bottom of my heart...

Ok till here.. my plan to bring her out tomoro and buy something for her.. hope she can make it as she sick right now... and I dun want to force her of coz.. till here..

Chiow...!

As my post about haziqah.. just forget it.. Take it as my feeling only and I know I wont get her anyway... So, Iqah I'm sorry...

Perasaan aku skarang...

2009-07-09T13:53:00.003+08:00

Bak pepatah Ukay ~ Disana Menanti Disini Menunggu

Seumur hidup aku
Ini yang pertama
Pintu hatiku diketuk
Oleh dua wanita
Punyai ciri selama ini ku cari
Berbeza wajah ayunya tetap asli

Kalau ku pilih di sini
Apa kata di sana
Kalau ku pilih di sana
Di sini akan terluka
Perlukah aku pilih keduanya
Bahagi kasih adil-adilnya

Sungguh ku merasa resah
Untuk menilai sesuatu yang indah
Namunku ada pepatah
Yang aku gubah…

Di sana hanyalah menanti
Sampai bila pun ku tak pasti
Bertanya khabar melalui tinta
Jarang sekali bertemu muka
Namunku tahu dia setia

Dan di sini tetap menunggu

Berada jelas di mataku
Kasih tak luak terhadap aku
Sanggup menunggu kata putusku
Sayang ketabahanmu menawanku

Ku terima satu nota
Ringkas tulisannya
Dia sedia undur diri
Dan memaafkanku
Katanya anggap ini satu mimpi
Yang datang sekadar…
Untuk menguji…

RAM DDR2

2009-07-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

I slept at 2am if i'm not wrong.. Coz i finished my FYP at 1.45am.. I washed up and went to bed.

I woke up at 7.30am coz I'm having FYP meeting at 8.30am.. I late by 3mins.. the worst thing is tat the meeting is last 20mins and I alone attending the meeting(LQ came 3mins before it ends)..

OK i left sch at 10am and meet my parent to go Sim Lim.. I upgrade my RAM from 1Gb to 2Gb.. I tot it cost $36 but it takes me $42 for that coz my lappy need 2 1GB RAM.. so tats y... ok la my computer fast abit... ABIT only..

When bugis buy new black watch.. AND Im going to get a hair cut and shave my beard. Soon.. coz as I promise, If i had found someone, I will shave it... 100% secret..!! hehe

okok Chiow!!!

Yok Dikir Yok!!

2009-07-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ok lar.. New thing in my life.. I played Dikir.. and the best thing I went the training 2 days before the show.. ok enough practice for me maybe.. Professional mah.... haha perasaan... So what happen on Saturday...

I planned to wake up late coz i had been sleeping late for past few days.. Unfortunately, Umi forgot to bring along yanti's passport, so i woke up, bath and went to Lavender.. My head was spinning and my mood was swing too.. it is sudden wake.. so my mood also sudden...

Q and syaa came to my house for make up.. Kak swi make up~ing them... then went buy food with syaa.. the weather quite hot and I quite embarassed tat I dun really know where is the nice food at my place.. haha..

then proceed to WDL cc.. we late as per normal.. I pissed off... Y? wif Who? Now i tell... when i reach cc, i saw iqah black face.. i dunno y.. so i ask kind la whether she ok or not.. then say shout "Nothing la!" and rush enter the lift.. I stunned... Sia ah.. spoilt my mood.. I just come to this show for her and also help kak Zaty at the same time.. and she give me this attitude? Follow my heart I want to leave that team alone sia.. Ok but i controlled myself and go ahead wif show..

after that went geylang to watch kuda.. POWER dok...!!!

chiow!!!

Random..

2009-07-04T02:46:00.002+08:00

ok time now is 2.50am.. I still awake doing my fyp... Of coz flash actionscript2.0... haiz.. ok now week 9 and we need to be done by week 13, SO we have about 4 more weeks left.. Nothing much to say about that...

Friday, I did not go school becoz im not well of coz.. What happen actually is,

My class got to know that one of the student, 3rd day of 3D animation(week 8) was positive H1N1 and Keneth said that Zek had the symptoms of it.. Of coz, I felt scared la.. who wants H1N1.. AND the best thing, tat guy who had H1N1 same room with me.. Just that, mine is 2nd day. during 3rd meeting or at about 2pm i guess.. my body is aching, my head spins and my throat feels one kind... I just keep quiet ah.. I fight for it.. and pray at the same time that I did not get H1N1.. Reach home I felt my body damn hot sia.. Came back from DK, I ate panadol and sleep...

Next day, I am better but I prefer to stay home la.. just for my own good.. hehe

THings AboUt YOU...!!!

2009-07-02T13:39:00.003+08:00

hey, this is specially for u, iqah... but I hope to know u more...

When I remember and see those things that I mention below, it reminds me of U.. serious Tak Bohong...!

- Anything is Yellow
- 14 June
- "Suap!"
- chips......!
- Lychee Tea and Blueberry tea, - coz u dun like it
- CCK
- Sensitive Nose, (specially thanks to those smoker)
- Dun like to eat medicine
- Song: 14 hari.. I know tat is for ur boy...
- when I watch Khabi Khusy Khabi Gham, Kareena kapoor looks like u.. I dunno why..

I think tats what i remember..

Ok honestly, from bottom of my heart, I Miss you..

KK taking care, Wassalam

Bidadari Hatiku

2009-06-25T12:39:00.002+08:00

lirikan mata mu menawan , mempesonakan , kau ku girakan ..
senyuman manis mu bagaikan
bunga di taman , indah menyerikan .
tiada kata yang dpt ku luahkan.
seindah mu . oh jelita ku .
hanya dpt ku membayangkan , kejelitaan mu di lubuk hatiku

bagaimana .. jikalau semua ini tidak lagi bersama dgn ku..
ku berdoa .. agar dikau mengerti yang ku setia terhadap mu .
sayang dengar kan lah .. dikau lah bidadari hatiku .
lautan api kan ku renangi ....
hanya untukku memilikimu ...

sayang , dengar kan lah ..
dikau lah bidadari hatiku ..
lautan api kan ku renangi ...
hanya untuk ku memiliki mu (2x) ..

Sunday...

2009-06-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

First of all, Happy Fathers' Day to My lovely Dad.. The funny thing is that I wish him after I heard "father day" in News. haha.. sorry.. forgetful son..

Secondly, I feel sorry for Haikal, Coz I woke up on Sunday morning and got news that his father had just passed away. I understand his feeling. Al~fatihah to him...

Thirdly, Me n Boy went 520,WDL to watch Kuda Kepang.. It is different in a way their Dadi Dance.. Abit wild.. Oso Met Mama ros and family, Musa.. My Nayaga Girls also wants to catch the show, so i waited for them till night... Syaa was so scared till she grab anyone near her.. Sakit SIOL!!!! ok, then decide to watch it from second floor, But the horse will want to chase us.. Ahbeng, wawa and syaa kanchong already... haha

OK thats is a best sunday coz no keluaran.. haha

About haziQah, she was fine.. Alhamudillah..

till here.
WAssalam

Confession

2009-06-17T15:37:00.004+08:00

I decided to confess to her that I like her... What will happen next? (ku serahkan pada illahi)

How I confess? Sms her in joke manner coz I just want to know what her respond.. She just reply no comment... So is that means no? Next day she read my blog, and clears my suspect.. Since then, I thinks alot "what will she do when she face at nayaga? Will she throw face? Ignore me?" If that happen, I wont forgive myself..............

BTW, on Tuesday I took a day off coz I had a bad headache maybe thinks too much before I slept.

LAST WEEK of my Holiday

2009-06-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

First of all, I had done with my 3rd and 4th horse for this SuNday ShOw at Dr Maliki's Place.
This horse are twin, 1 male and 1 female.

Female(named: Didi)

Male (named: Dada)

Saturday - kakSwi, YantI, Zan and Me went to GENTARASA 2009, It is comedy teater..
100% nice DOK!

Sunday - Kompang at DR MALIKI's function...
Specially thnxs to girls2 for kuda Kepang(horse dance) and cooperate with me:
KakRina, KakSwi, KakZaty, Ina, Farhah, Syaa and Iqah
Not forgeting without kompang boys, it wil not works too.. Thanks alot.

That's all
Wassalam

Anouncement..

2009-06-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

14JUNE will my last day of nayaga cimande and I will step down to concentrate on my FYP and to cool down myself with my own problem...

I hope after 7 weeks of stepping down, when i come back, nayaga is still maintain..

Semua ahli nayaga, MAN sayangkan anda semua.. Without Man, Korg mesti go on ok?

Bye,
MAn-gkok

Dunno wat to say

2009-06-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

i dunno since last week my mood always swing.. too many things inside my head.. wat happen last week,
-Momentum 2009, Napfa test, Solve some of my Fyp projects, UT.. and of coz nayaga...

This week and next is my holiday.. and it had been horrible for me..

I dunno why I cant stay at home.. I just feel irritated.. I prefer to be lonely in my room during my holiday..

Frankly, I say, I am emo~ing rite now and very upset when I at CC. I hate myself for jump into conclusion. Let me explain, I do like her.. who is her? Siti Haziqah Anak Pak Mazlan k.. who know about this is Q, Naz, Wawa and Nizam... I had alot of advise and encouragement from them.. But at last, I give up on tat and "undur diri" coz she is too kind to me and everyone likes her.. Sape lar aku kan? And now, I just get information tat somebody that I used to ask advise is getting closer to her.. And I "suspect" he is with her.. If it is true, ...

"Even best friend also can BUSTED... just because of a girl"

So anybody can help me?

STUDIO NOOSE 'N' things to do

2009-05-20T00:24:00.007+08:00

First of all.. This is my favourite of the month...

Recording for Studio IG Welcome Tea 2009..

Enjoy it..

for now, things need to be done

-Studio Production Assignment

-FYP flash actionscript codes

-Iron my shirt..

ERGH!!!!

Btw, I had my succeeded to forget her from my mind and heart, due to some reason.

p/s:But if one day anything happen, Im willing with all my heart to accept you back..

Coffee Sack

2009-05-14T21:32:00.001+08:00

My 3D animation.. It is hard.. I was furious to do that.. But ended with....... enjoy it..

My Assignment.

2009-05-12T21:15:00.004+08:00

In Digital Video and Audio Module, this is my second assignment.

I injured myself during the production( at 1:36).. pain siol...

Day1

Day 2

Day3

Gelisah dok...

2009-05-06T10:42:00.000+08:00

alrite today wednesday, and the day i can haf my long rest... But me and my family went to tampines Giant for shopping of course..

But my mind still thinking of her.. I force myself not to msg her.. I feel somehow weird, worry and "gelisah semacam ah.." I dunno why... but she still in my head and heart.. Seriously, I still havent decide what to do...

the day before, i msg her and she reply: "i'm outside, will msg u back" But nvr msg at all... :-(

Ok la.. til her..

Song for her:
PUSPA from ST12:
"
Kau gadisku yang cantik
Coba lihat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu

Kau gadisku yang manis
Coba dekat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu

Walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu
Sudah ada yang punya
Namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku
Jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu
Putuskanlah saja pacarmu
Lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku "

Teka teki di RIA.. bersama KC

2009-05-04T10:01:00.002+08:00

Kenapa kita boleh buat jahat banyak kali?
Jwp: Bak pepatah org melayu, "Buat baik berpadah-padah, buat jahat jangan sekali", kalau berkali-kali tak pe..

Banyak-banyak pokok, pokok ape paling tinggi?
Jwp: Pokok atas gunung..

Pokok ape yang orang tgok, orang lari?
Jwp: Pokok tumbang...

Tiga orang gi memburu di hutan, dan bunuh harimau. Satu amek tangan harimau, satu amek kaki harimau, satu amek badan harimau. Sape amek kepala?
Jwp: Maybank

Patut ke aku buat begitu???

2009-05-03T20:30:00.003+08:00

Dari pandangan pertama, yes! aku suka dier... tapi tat time tgh busy ngan projeck so aku pun concentrate dgn tu dan tak bebual dgn dia pun... Da bis pun projeck, aku bebual sikit2 ngan dier and start sms her.. aku pun uat research about "her" thru her friends.. aku banyak nasihat and good points about her..

BUT, Hari ni, aku rase lain.. aku rase makin stress and kurang confident dgn diri aku... aku rase ade 3 points asal aku rase lain about her..

1) dier da ader boy tapi...
2) Confirm ramai lelaki nk dgn dier.
3) aku tk pandai nak bebual ngan dier

So cam ner? aku skrg kalo dier tak dtg mcm tk syiok gitu gi cc... cam ner?
Now, aku blum decide lagi.. Should i take her name off from my heart? Or just keep it to myself?? Still havnt decide my mind yet honestly..

New look of my room.

2009-04-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

Before and After...

hmm.. colour - pink.. haha ya i know.. after much discussion and argument about colours, me and my bro choose pink.. plan about 1 year ago.. haha.. now then paint... "cantik kan......?"

Perhimpunan Serumpun Seni 1

2009-04-19T21:34:00.008+08:00

Alhamdulilah after 3 months of planning, all ended with success. Specially thanks for those who are involve in the concert,

Abg Wandi and Kesenian Tedja Timur,
Abg Sani and Dermaga Seni Pusaka,
Wak Jai and Kompang Melayu Bintang Timur Tradisional
Hafiz and Panca Suria
Earth, Modes and Sanskrits
YCK MAEC
not forgetting all my Nayaga Cimande Crew ( logistic, Runner and Usher)... they did an awesome jobs...

This is some picture and special credit to abg sani and DSP for images.

BATAM TRIP!

2009-03-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah! I just came back from Batam.. for shoWPing.. (means show and at the same time shopping) haha..

ME, kak Swi, Naz, Wak Nin, Wak Moin went there to represent our group at Batam.. the performance, I felt normal just tat the people there dun understand what we perform.. argh.. feel so LAME sak..!

for me, first time went there, it is nice place... the best rate to place is TOILET.. it is damn CLEAN!! shopping there quite good and all of us confuse with their currency... STRESS ah beb!

btw, cewek-cewek di sana jugak manis-manis ya.. hehe
kk gtg, i still miss 11...haha

Sony Erisson go for SWIMMING!

2009-03-10T18:03:00.000+08:00

my dropped into a pail of water yesterday!! shIT!

i take off the batery and leave it like tat to let it dry..

Thanks God, it still working now.. those who call me on tuesday, 10Mar09, Im sory ya.. hehe

ZOO..

2009-03-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

Today, i decided not to go kompang because it is somebody wedding...

Then i follow PAkbusu family go to the ZOO.. fuh tiring but fun...

the thing that i miss is that We did not have a chance to watch the animal show, not even one.. sad sak.. nvm la, images will be uploaded soon..

REGRET!!

2009-02-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

wat had happen last weekend,

after much disagreement and i think, Wak Moin and I had put effort with the problem, it ended with a fight,
-Saturday: Hairi and Wak Nin
-Sunday: Hairi and Kak Sri..

I felt sad and regret on watever i had done for sembawang and gang specailly hairi.. it is a huge slap tat i feel from him..

in my heart now
TO HAIRI, I NEVER FORGIVE YOU!! AKU TAKKAN MAAFKAN KAU DARI DUNIA HINGGA AKHIRAT ATAS APE YANG KAU DA LAKUKAN...

I LOVE IT becoz of $$ haha

2009-02-18T14:42:00.002+08:00

After 2 weeks of waiting... now i got my pay for 2 days work..

Work with EPI company which i dunno where it comes from.. but thanks to keith for the offer..

I got my pay $165 for 2days...

This is how i look when i wear their uniform.. it too fit for me.. and people say i lose weight abit.. haiz.. no comment la..

Meeting

2009-02-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

just came back from meeting with Wak Nin, Wak Moin and me at Teh Tarik..

during the meeting i was fine.. n think tat im done with the problem..

BUT

when i discuss with kak swi later on at home, my mind was mix up with alot of thing.. haiz..

Seriously.. i dun wat is my decision now.. !@#^

i felt sorry to Tante family on wat Wak Sani had done...

what in my mind and heart now is:
I felt very depressed and hurt right now because:
~ Nayaga!Nayaga!Nayaga!
~ adik blame me cause i didnt bother and get to know things when all had done..
I felt very confuse:
~ which story is right
~ what is my decision is right...

huh.. I hate this situation right now.. BUT i still in luv with girl on 11th floor.. hehe

problem month...

2009-02-10T15:09:00.000+08:00

i having problem right now.. and i think i am stress right now..

just leave me alone kk ya!!

but i wish to meet "her" who stays at level 11 everyday..

Happy Bday Daddy!!

2009-01-31T14:48:00.000+08:00

This is the cake.. Mint cake..!!

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Celebration for both Dad and Grandpa

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The Ceremony

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Thanks Busu's family for the pizza n cake.
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CNY

2009-01-31T14:29:00.000+08:00

oh yea!

Quite long time i nvr update... firstly, I having my holidays for 12 weeks..
and my family( nenek, atok n busu's family) had settle down in my house.. I happy with it..

so, wat had happen that i remember hmm... for January, I think i had spent alot of my time wif my family..

On the Chinese New Year Eve, we went to East Coast for picnic... Very fun.. I keep saying to myself, "this is wat happen during CNY with family.. if i work, like past 2 yrs, confirm i busy with those people who are busy want to watch movie..."

On the CNY day1, we went to nenek's house to clear all the furniture as the buyer decided not to have them.. tiring but fun of cuz.. then we went to Geylang to eat.. AND THE BEST THING IS... my dad decided to stay overnight at MakUda house... wow..! i miss tat moment man!!! We compose song about nenek house the whole night and next afternoon..

On the CNY day2, we went back home at 5pm.. nenek, atok n me take cab.. !@#$ the taxi driver take a long way.. when i point to other way, we said "aah..! not this way mah..!" I like WTH dunno can say wat..

WANT and NEED in 2009

2009-01-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

WANT:
- Step down from Nayaga
- To settle my debt
- My Life...
- Someone Special
- To be on the right Track(ke jalan yang benar)

NEED:
- Job
- Lose Weight
- Complete my Year 3
- Change myself

Unknown Feeling

2009-01-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

I dunno wether I EMO or wat.. Today Sunday, Training.. BUT as usual.. NOBODY COME FOR TRAINING... !%#$ Ok maybe my fault for not having training when they free... but then.. ERGH!! i dunno wat to say.. feel like give up about this..

me and kakrina at CC.. discuss about coming up project and listen to her.. i think it is a lecture to me and i just like layan kan je... this is wat i dun like when others nvr come.. who kena, I kena..
I aspect wak nin scold but he just keep quiet.. i know he got problem.. and as usual..the hate thing when at CC is arguement between KakRina and WakNin.. I feel like giving Up with this.. ok lar training and wat i had in my thought:

1) I will step down from Nayaga Cimande latest by April(when my Year3 starts)
2) I will find new job
3) I want my life.. normal life.. I want to change...

still thinking..

Studio Production

2009-01-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

Tired sak!!! 2 days of production..

Thursday the rehearsal finish at 11pm and i reach home around 11.30pm.

Friday the actual day ended at almost 9pm.. then decide to go Teh Tarik for dinner but for me is (3-in-1: breakfast, lunch and dinner)... I have not been eaten a proper meal since morning due to animation..

Animation quite sad tat we had 3 members in the team.. but then ok lar.. we complete the animation on "time".. I will re-post my video once it is uploaded in youtube..

tat it lar.. bye.

2 in 1

2009-01-12T10:27:00.000+08:00

Seriously im so stress, yesterday before sleep just because of today's kompang...

ok kompang as usual the difference is tat there is ppl from other team to rescue and we need to change out of CC.. Irritating...!!
Bile sampai tempat lelaki, wak nin get a call from orang MAEC agaknye. dier kate: "MP kite kene campak minyak dan kene bakar!"(Our MP caught on fire..!).. panic jugak aku dengar.. but then aku kene risaukan kompang dulu.. Ok tempat lelaki and pompuan punye lar dekat (like 3 blocks away) and kite kene jalan kaki pergi and balik bertandang.. penat sak...!

After tat, me, iwan, boy and apai proceed to Nenek House as planned. Helps my uncle move out..! ok this is the second day.. Tired sot...!!! but fun.... finished at 845pm.. reach home around at 9+ and very funny when nenek fridge cannot go through my kitchen.. Me, Busu and Apai dismantle the door and force the fridge in.. haha...!! ok im totally beat....!

gt to sleep bye!

Christmas 2008

2008-12-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

This Year... Christmas.. my family, busu family and uda family... went to VIVO CITY...

tgok buku nampak..

Baca ke tgok?

Santa???

elf baking?

Christmas Tree

Hais.. My two sister who like to jump..

when i was walking along the corridor, my mind was saying... "Now i can feel Christmas in shopping Center.. if not, i busy working... thnxs tat i had quit... hehe"

Shifting around...

2008-12-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

Wake up in the morning, nobody at home.. i make my own breakfast+lunch.. hehe

After eat, Apie came back. we decide to shift our bed and maybe shift some of the furniture in my room.. it took us almost one hour to shift and one hour to plan.. quite funny ah.. thnx to me.. we shift the wardrobe for nothing.. haha.. ok finally we done.. at i decide to throw my things under my bed... this is because i know my manager blog says...

IF THE THINGS HAVE NOT TOUCH FOR 6 MONTHS, IT IS BETTER TO THROW AWAY...

so its clean now... hehe

my first 3 days of holiday... good or bad..

2008-12-18T10:54:00.000+08:00

ok since i have no jobs, no money mah so i stay at home lar... safe money and safe lar energy at home.. i think my schedule for past 3 days at home..

1pm - Wake Up
1.30pm - Malay Drama at TV1
2pm - Listen radio (RIA)
4pm - Selagi Ada Kasih at Suria
5pm - Kopi O Teh Tarik at Suria
6pm - Break.. Toilet.. makan...
7pm - Love Blossom 2(My favourite) at CH8..
8pm onwards rest in my room.. haha

but for wed, i iron my shirt stock.. haha.. tired sak..

Who is right?

2008-12-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

My cousin(Iwan) and I seat one corner after kompang... and suddenly he talk to me..

Iwan: When you want to get new one?
Man: Huh? New one?
Iwan: When u want to get new girl?
Man: Ohh... Relax ah.. Still Got Tyme..
Iwan: Hello bro... Got time? U going 20 yrs old seh..

i think his right lar.. but dunno lar if i LUCKY enough, maybe i will get one.. Insyallah...

They don't know how long it
takes
Waiting for a love like
this
Every time we say
goodbye
I wish we had one more
kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I
will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best
friend
Lucky to have been where I have
been

Lucky to be coming home againI'm lucky
we're in love in every way
- Jason Mraz(Lucky)

Last Day of SCHOOL

2008-12-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

my last day of school..

Shock at first when i reach classroom at 8:20am and nobody in yet.. "are they not coming today?" but they come atlast and plan to go.. like wat i say.. "if my team not going, i wont go..!" i stay..
SEMANGAT!! do but then my final product does not match with the theme.. it spoilt my last day of school mood.. till home i moody and i feel irritated by along and adik.. ERGH!!!
i editted them and this is my final project...
Christmas under the sea

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

2008-12-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

Im so happy.. This Week my last day of School then 3 weeks of holiday...

Since friday.. i so relax and nothing much.. watch My favourite movie at Suria "Eiffel..I'm in love"...

Sat, went out with hairi, haikal, nas, kak sri, yanti, zan...every where we go kene !@#$ sia..
Go lucky plaza to play pool, tat RUDEST WOMEN IN THE WORLD smack our IC back and say "thank you and good bye...!" damn fucking rude sia...
Then proceed to YCK Grassroot.. the pool very cheap but.. WEAR SLIPPER..! cnnt go in.. After thinks tat much and spent money for the bloody fare.. we proceed to CC as normal.. WTF... ok eat western and continue eat..

SUNDAy.. Damn boring at home do nothing.. spend my time on FACEBOOK's game.. cool...! i like..

Mon.. HarI RaYa...! rainy day.. non stop.. miss sembahyang raye... haha... niat tu ade.. bangun tu tkde.. we leave house at 1.30pm to rumah nenek bapak and proceed to mak uda house... my playful, my broke the umbrella.. haha.. at mak uda house, the door wide open.. then i remember my classmate game.. similar like CS... wif my broken umbrella i run in... and shout "JANGAN BERGERAK!!!" (dun move)... and i see NASI AMBENG... YUMMY!!!

EAt, play Game, and Sing song.. Converting I'm Yours song into Hari Raya Song.. tnks to boboy for playing guitar for me... till reach home tat song stuck in my ear... haha

tats all my hari raya.. planning not to go school tomoro.. haha

Mr Men Show

2008-12-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

Im Having coverage for CAM tech or cooking Show.. Atlast i have the VM position.. ok oklar.. nothing much in my feeling.. Full of focus so that i might not create any mistake.. what i hate is....my SD.. OMG!!! she suppose to be directing by... *walao eh...!* i dunno wat she do lar... the entire thing finish at 3.30pm.. still got alot of time.. back to studio and watch "RuSSEll Peters on "black, white and brown..." *i think so..* its damn funny.. ok i enjoy my day and on my way i meet yantee and zan at cwp.. then got show at CWP... "MR MEN SHOW...!" sound nice but boring for me.. i left half way...

BirThday aLonG

2008-12-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

Along's Bday but we celebrate it on Sunday Night...

My family together with Samsuri eat happily.. Spegatti.. Cakes..! and Chicken.. haha.. Quite Fun.. But the HORROR part of that celebration is that when Along wants to take my face and i did not realise tat yan behind me n actually i lean her head on the wall.. i likeOH SHIT!! haha.. Along put the cream cake on my hair and i need to shampoo my Hair AGAIN...!!! ERGH!!!

Let get started!

2008-12-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

Highlight the whole quiz & press Ctrl+C (to copy).

1. the person who tagged me:
Yantee N Nur

2. your relationship with him/her is:
sister n cousin

3. your five impressions of him/her:
1) Camera Lover
2) Cheerful girl
3) Smarter than me ,maybe
4) Smile Always
5) Full of nonSenSe.. haha

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Nur- my blog... without her help, my blog will not be nice
Yanti - ALLLOOOOOOTTTTT, till i cant remember

5. the most memorable thing that he/she has said to you:
Nur - she wanted a laptop and she willing to work hard
Yanti - abg man nk $10 haha...

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
appreaciate watever she did to me..

7. if he/she becomes your lover, he/she will:
I dunno..

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Ignore them.. i dun really like to enemy with people lar..

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
how i know.. haha... i dunno lar..

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
advise them to work hard...

11. your overall impression of him/her is:
A creative and cheerful girl...

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
-irritated...

i dun know becoz i nvr ask them before..

13. the characteristics you love of yoursef are:
short hair, beard,

14. on the contary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
im fat

15. the most ideal person you wanna be is:
...

16. for people whom care for and like you, say something to them:
Just tell me the truth, i will appreaciate it ok..

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) Iwan
2) Yanti
3) Nur
4) Arini
5) Mr Dzul
6) Xavier
7) Marlene
8) Bao Wei
9) Jasreel
10) Boboy - but dont have blog :(

18. who is no. 1 having relationship with?
should be a girl.. but i dun really know the name..

19. is no.9 a male or a female?
Female

20. if no.7 and 10 are tgt, would it be a good thing?
No.. age different

21. what is no.2 studying about?
English, MAths, Bio, Combine Science, Art and many more

22. when is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Last Last sunday

23. what kind of music band does no.8 like?
Korean song, maybe

24. would you woo no.3?
She my cousin of coz Not

25. how about no.7?
No, we are friend.

26. is no.4 single?
dunnoe... I wish to knw too..

27. what is the surname of no.5?
Dzul?

28. what's the hobby for no.4?
Play guitar and she likes the Sallys

29. does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
NO

30. where is no.2 studying at?
Christ Church Sec Sch

31. say something casual about no.6
he is very creative in designing specially print. recently, he participate in seagate comp and his idea is awesome...

32. have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
NO

33. where does no.9 live?
if im not wrong, Novena maybe..

34. what colour does no.6 like?
Black

35. are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
No

36. does no.1 have any pets?
No

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No

38. what is no.10 doing now?
chatting at msn and having a headache... hehe

Buzier with IG..

2008-11-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

FOR THIS WEEK!!! some sort of busy for me.. As..

Mon and Tues (24N25 Nov) -Coverage for STA Staff Performance

i chose to be cameraman and cover for Cam 3. as for the last event i had been floor manager, i want to camera this time.. so i get it.. after the whole event finish, my knee is damn pain because we do the recording seating down.. Aisey...!! Penat Dok....

Wed and Thur (25N27Nov) - Live Outcast for FLAME AWARD.

for this i was appointed to be PROJECT MANAGER... of coz with the help of ain.. however, after last two days event i planned the role..

Camera : Hanafi, Ain, Jeremy

VM : Me

SD : Rabia

FM: Nurmani.

BUT...!!

due to professionalism and i did not have time for setting-up, all the role change.. which of cos i unhappy... WAT THE USE OF HAVING FLOOR MANAGER right? If u be manager i listen to u, then i manager nobody listen.. Wat the HELL!!!

Fri ( which is today) : nothing much... but then i was surprise as my friend have free tix for closing bash, which have TAUFIK BATISAH... ok i take it and i bring mani, rab, yanti and fauzan along la... ok quite fun..

Sat and Sun back to my work at CC... Kompang and many moree... That's All!!

Another busy week for me...!

2008-11-17T12:35:00.000+08:00

As i mention earlier, i have packed of shooting and coverage of event to do and one of my module i need to do..VERY iMporTant u know..

ok lar..
What i Did..
Mon (10Nov) - Nothing much go school and go back home... saving energy

Tues (11 Nov) - Set up for Coverage for Minister Ng visit at TRCC...This is first time our coverage at TRCC and i think we as a team have a least of confident of doing it as all the words from Fat Nick and Lewis really deep into our hearts. But i just a floor manager for that event and did more on flooring and taping the cable.

Wed(12 Nov) - PP Evaluation. I came 20 mins earlier so that i will not too nervous and i can mentally prepare. What dissappoint me is that, my presentation seems that all my assessors dun bother about my presentation.. wat depress me is tat they ask 1 lame question which is "Did Cathay distribute Sigapore show?"

After that i proceed to TRCC Studio for the Coverage.. so far i was fine becoz i just floor manager..but it is boring stand there for nothing...

Thurs (13 Nov) - Nothing much and having UT. after that i rush to Night Safari for on-job-training.. the work oklar.. but what makes me weak and tired becoz i havent eat since morning. Due to financial problem, i decided to tie my stomach...

Fri (14Nov) - Due to hunger, i having bad headache and weak early in the morning and i did go to school.. I ate panadol and back to sleep.. Haiz another training,,,but all the people there are friendly...

Sat (15 Nov) - Kompang as usual... and Sadly two of my members and my student will continue with my team as they decided to other team PUTRA.. as LEader and Instructor, what i can say, "just explore more if u want it..."

And today SUNDAY...!!! no keluaran and lazy to go CC and i decided to go Kak huda house for kenduri and after that go rumah nenek... i think this is my family outing for the year haha...

kk gtg bye see ya next week..

Stressful Week

2008-11-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

I Just feel myself stress and busy this week...

Mon - too tired, i didn't come school.. hehe
Tues - starts to get my team for FYP.. n Studio Meeting..
Wed - at hOme, wash all my Fan's Head tat found in my house... Damn Dusty... hehe...
Thurs - thinking about FYP proposal, Discussing about FYP and DramaIG Recording... Upset and bingit at the same time.. ergh!!
Fri - UT, interview at Night Safari, Proposal..(lastly submitted)
Sat - GamElan Show at WedDing.. i Like my RamPak peRforManCe.. i hope it is funny for them..
Sun - Kompang and training..

Next Coming week..
Tues 11 Nov and Wed 12 Nov - Coverage Minister Visit at TRCC.
Wed 12 Nov - PP EvalUatioN.. hmm..
Thur 13Nov PHP UT
Thur 13Nov and Fri 14 Nov -Night Safari training at 6-10pm
Sat 15 Nov - Kompang

100% Cilik

2008-10-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

HOLIDaY!! 1 week school breakOut and Deepavali..

and the best thing.. i decided to go for 100% Cilik at Esplanade together with PESTA RAYA.

Comment about the show:

100% Cilik

100% Hiburan

100% Kelakar..

it is a good show... it feels time fly very fast...
after that i went down to outdoor stage for KOPI DANGDUT..!! FUh!! Power dok!
alot of aBanglah and makciks too.. Enjoy tat nite with dangdut all the way..

Some songs that i still remember :

Terajana

Kuch Kuch Ho Tai

Kal Ho Naa Ho

Kopi Dangdut

Dara atau Janda

and many more..

i felt much better now.. but i think my LAZY mood is here..

gtg tomoro got STUDIO Refreshment Course.. kk bye

PP Poster...!!

2008-10-24T12:32:00.000+08:00

now i feel much better and i think i have recover my illness physically but not inner part... haiz.

i got alot of things to think for now..

firstly, PP poster - i need to finish it if possible by this week and can be print by Monday..

secondly, WORK... i finding new jobs but abit choosy.. ya i know.. i want work on weekdays night only, about 6-11 maybe... but where can i find it?

thirdly, my ONE week holiday is pack with studio IG event. we will having refresment workshop on tues 28/10 and live record for halloween on 30/10.. another thing is the duaM production... Their event mostly on SUnday.. biase ah.. got kompang and my commitment with Kompang is very strong man..!! ish!! dunno lar..

Lastly, i so sad tat BOGOR trip is CANCELLED.. haiz...!!

i think tats all lar..

How to make myself recover??

2008-10-20T12:49:00.000+08:00

Haiz..! 11 days had been upset.. i had try my hard to remove tat memories and force myself to accept that fact..but i think i still cant accept this… Y it happen in sudden? It happen too fast.. 2months only we together and tat’s it??
quite a few ways i try.. but i still controlling myself.. by hearing NASYID, it helps me to cool down and remind of ALLAH SAW.

Happiness comes once....

2008-10-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

I in school today doing DMT... and later i have performance at Ulu Pandan CC for Hari Raya show.. So, i decided to take half day ah... but frankly today's problem, sound EASY but the fact is CONFUSING... haiz...

Im going CC later for performance of this week.. I still sad when i need to go there and very pain deep in my heart... the memories that still fresh in my mind... i couldnt forget it because everything happen very fast and in a sudden... I cant believe it and i cant take this fact..
the pain is still deep in my heart... VERY DEEP..!

no choice, my life must goes on..

i buying new SimCard Starhub Prepaid... Y? Cudn't explain ONLINE...

kk gtg bye!!

SAD n REGRET!!!

2008-10-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

because of too sad.. i decided not to go school today.. because if i go, it will spoilt my mood and end up i will cabut class.. better dun go.. i should take a break..

3 days had gone, but i still dun get any respond from her what had happen and i really confused why she didnt contact me at all..

i had not enough sleep, keep thinking of her.. and everywhere i go, there is such memories to it... i felt my body very warm and weak and my head starts to ache.. i just keep it to myself and i wont talk to anyone.. my heart always say this: Can you call me? Please!

Due to too upset and weak, i just sit on my desk and listen to some ROCK song... SUDDENLY!, she call! i couldnt say anything, cause my voice some kind monotone and boring and my brain like had been block!!

she heard my voice and asked: y?u boring eh?.. i answered YES! then she quiet! i repeat Hello about 7 times, then she put down the phone..

i was like... she didnt bother to ask me why i like tat or what, and just put down the phone.. BROKEN glass from 12th floor to 1st floor.. after about 30 mins, i force myself to cool down and call her.. from 8pm to almost 10pm i call, she nvr answer... i DAMN regret! !@#$ to myself!!!

my hope she call me... and i should control my emotional.. although it is hard, specially u r hurt..

Raye With Nayaga!

2008-10-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

Tanpa plan yang btol, 7 org je jalan raye.. sedih seh..

tapi alhamdullilah we enjoy the day.

kita kunjungi rumah:

1)Man N Swi

2)Haikal

3)Aisyah (ex-Naz)

4)Wak Nin

5)Wak Moin

6)Kak Rina

7)Mak Busu..

Some picture to share:

Putus harapan Ku!!

2008-10-11T11:30:00.000+08:00

Now i have the answer of everything... But so sorry i will type in malay...

Terus terang, perhubungan antara aku dgn dinie da tdak ader lagi..
HAMPA, SEDIH, KECEWA DAN sakit hatiku selepas mendengar kata-katanya itu. Walau bagaimana pun, aku masih tertanye-tanye ape salah aku sampai dier buat
begini.. Aku rase aku da beri ape sahaja yang dier mahu...

kalo aku jumpe dier,

soalan yang akan aku tanye:
-ape salah abg?
-ape yang buat u berubah?
-kenape sampai tk bebual dgn abg atau msg? bile msg pun, kata-kata kasar.. ape maksud tu?

apa yang aku kata padanya:
ABG MASIH SAYANG AYANG!!

Sekarang aku tk tahu ape nak buat.. hatiku kosong skali.. tk tahu sape nk ku mengadu.. sakit hati ku...

aku tak tahu ape nak cakap lagi... kenangan saja yang tinggal...

aku harap aku akan back to normal dan aku mesti teruskan hidup... walaupun aku rase aku mcm mayat bergerak..

Man N Dinie
9th August ~ 9th October 2008

SAD now!!

2008-10-10T10:33:00.000+08:00

im very sad now... Y?? hmm..

so many thing in my head now..

school...?
Work...?
Girl..?
Nayaga...?

haiz...

Spec Spec Spec

2008-09-04T13:55:00.000+08:00

Recently, Change on 1 Sept 08

A day at Suntec City for IT Fair.

2008-08-31T06:00:00.000+08:00

Saturday, my uncle family wif me and yanti plan to go Suntec City for the IT Fair... naik kereta tak crewet ah...

On the Way...

...

Reached there no parking... GO Round about in the carpark and go to marina Square to get a parking lot... overall takes 30mins to park tat car... haiz... Hungry.... we ate at Tambuah Mas Javanese resturant.. and these pictures taken by Zeerah, 5yrs old girl...

Kak Rina Bday...!

2008-08-24T17:28:00.000+08:00

a Surpise Birthday Celebration to Asrina Asnadi.

Harap panjang umur dan murah rezeki and cepat dapat jodoh ye...

Pizza Hut at LOT 1

2008-08-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

MAkan aT PizZa Hut LoT 1... SyIok lAr sey...!!! tHe ServicE Damn GOOD! i liKe!

total spent: $50++ for 3 person haha...

unusual feeling...!! ergh!!

2008-07-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

Saturday...

due to come back late from work yesterday, which i reached at 2.30am, i decided to wake up late today. i wake up at 1pm jus now... ok damn late ok...

when i wake up i see yanti leave house and kak sri at kitchen doing some dishes. i ask, "yanti gi kedai..." ok fine... back to my bed and fall asleep again.. i wake up and walk off from bed saw kak sri like scolding yanti and yanti's face like bingit ah.. ok fine i dun to ask and i dun want to know.. coz if i ask, the answer will be Girls Talk... so better dun ask...

SO SAD, when i walk past them, seems like i am invisble man... nobody talk to me and see me.. ok i go for my shower... after settel everything, i got to know kaksri and yanti going out... i like "HEY, WE NEED TO GO PRACTICE AND YOU ARE GOING OUT!!"......"Fine" your business.. i damn ANGRY lar sia but try to cool down because when i damn angry my heart pain... i dunno why..

i decided to go CC by bus... i took 1hour maybe just becos i lost... alight at wrong bus stop... Reach CC... no one there... hey, 4.30pm and nobody there... wat Happen MAn!!! SO HOT SIAK... wait till 5.30 then kak rina reach... i damn angry until cannot talk lar seh... after take some drink i cool down and talk with kak rina till waknin reach.. continue train until at night...

release my problem after play tepak palaret...

kk

Selamat Pengantin Baru to Cik Faisal

2008-06-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

Ok last Saturday and Sunday, is my uncle wedding and so called my happy day because this is the day that i wanting for and have my own family ceremony as normally every Sunday will go to stranger's ceremony to play KOMPANG for the bride and groom for the day.

sorry, i will change to malay now.

Alhamdullilah, majlis sumer berlancar dengan sempurna. Hari Sabtu, kite berangkat ke rumah nenek Minah pukol 5ptg... and dalam senyap2 aku pakat dgn iwan, tapi the best thing is that family Busu yang sampai dulu, then famili aku baru Uda. and Last, keluarga PakLong.... sampai makan dan dudok lepak pat seblah pelamin bebual of coz... dan aku realise yang tempat tu mcam PORT TIPAHRANI... sebab family kite2 je yang duduk situ... oklah ramai jugak yang datang malam tu...

Sunday... my family, Usu family, iwan and boboy plan nak pakai itam... so pakai lar... biler sampai majlis tu, Is,Nenek,Tok Nani and Nenek Mamah, Cik Anom, Cik An...(maybe ni yang aku ingat) pon pakai HITAM... haha... Mcm da plan pulak.. padahal2... hehe... yang bingit nye, kite sampai je, MakCik tu(taknak cakap saper lar eh...), bukan jemputan makan tau tapi suroh kite2 ni tolong rewang angkat pinggan... PLEASE lar...! aku da smart2... ALong punye lar peng... kite sumer buat bodoh je lar... lepas tu kacau lar pengantin... and kite ikot bertandang... aku tolong angkat bunge mangga... haha kelakar sak... macam weird gitu.. hehe... oklar tempat perempuan aku silat on 3rd position followed by along... da sampai pat lelaki: aku 1st, Along 2nd, PakLong 3rd, and Atok Last... pat atok silat sumer standby pat belakang... takot dok...

Lepas everything abis, kite pon balik and aku sempat shopping beli tuala and cadar katil...

thats all

this weekend

bye...

operator sekejap...

2008-06-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY...

decide not to go CC sebab nak visit atok... and macam biase bangun pukol 10pagi on sunday... tgok tv and tiba-tiba.... beberapa org call...

1. NEnek Bapak call... ?... yes macam BIG question mark in my head... of coz dier tanye atok ward brape... aku pn confident ah cakap CCU takde ward... and nenek aku kasi number obek Leha salah... nasib baik aku ade save number dier...

2. Nenek Mak call... at first aku confuse and cakap dalam hati sape pulak yang call ni... sbab suara macam sama gitu... rupenye nenek da...

3.Umi call... tanye soalan biase sumer ngah uat aper... aku tgok tv and yang lain masih buat... tahi mata... ade lar beberapa instruction umi suroh uat... takyah ckap lar eh..

4. Obek leha call... tanye lagi wad brape... aku da tak tahu wad brape and keep asking... abeh cakap kak nurul keje sane... yayayayayaya....

5. Ayah... tanye yang same and blang ayah balik siang... that's good...

sampai Jurong pergi pasar malam sekejap bli makan and proceed to hospital... but sampai sane tak leh visit atok becoz visiting hour pukol 5pm... kite ampai 4.15pm gitu.. lepas tu kite enjoy makan dulu lar eh... lepas tu nenek, paklong, maklong, is and shah ampai... followed by mak Uda's Family... tu jek...

nak balik sempat amek gambar ler...

Me and yanti at Bridge... Promoting PSP Smile at Stair??

me with thumbdrive with them termenung nampak!!

Atok Masok Hospital LAGi...

2008-06-21T08:00:00.000+08:00

"Atok Masok ICU"

ni lar yang tertera di hp aku biler aku bangun and time check pukol 6.30pagi kalo tak silap... tunjukkan along, yang tgh baring2 pat sebelah, dier cakap "Aku da tahu da..." aku mcm..oh ok... lepas tu msg umi rupenye umi and ayah da ampai pun pat NUH... mcm2 ah dalam fikiran... today plan is aku ade STUDIO IG nye activity pat mandarin hotel... RP ANNUAL DINNER... aku fikir2, atok aku lagi penting... i decided to cancel off and take leave for today's lesson...

aku kejutkan adik untuk ikot aku and kakak pun decide to follow and skip from her work... kite lincar2 siap and terus ke hospital... MORNING Life as usual, org kelam kabut nak pergi kerje and squeeze dalam train... and i assume adik and kakak tak biase dgn morning life agaknye... dalam perjalanan kakak ceritekan pasal wat happen and actually atok masok pukol 1pagi... SO AKU SO CALLED THE LAST PERSON TO KNOW THIS... boleh gitu..haha

sampai je, nenek, pakMakLong and Is da ampai... kite of coz sarapan dulu sebab tok masih dalam ICU belom masok ward... lepas tu mak uda, nur and boy pon sampai...

kite tgok tok dalam ward CCU and balik pukol 4ptg sebab, visiting hours da abis... Mak usu pon tidor rumah sebab pak usu gi keje nye dinner...

tats all..

aku doa kan atok cpt2 sembuh... Amin...

WedNesDay... Day OUT...!!

2008-06-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

As normal.... Wednesday is my officially off day... haha... No class mah... so no SCHool....

me, adk and adknye erm erm.. Fauzan... unplan to go outing...

GO E!Hub at downtown East... the place that i wanted to go since its open...

and finally i reached there... of coz i very the SEMANGAT to see the Cathay Cineplex there actually...

we reached there at 3pm and start to walk around... from second floor to third followed by fourth which have Nebo and Cathay... i go and meet Adelin lar... then happy-happy talking and i see that yan and Zan looks very bored... so i go towards them and we continue walking around... fifth floor there is "karaoke Box"-this is wat yan pronoun which i think is K-Box, and nothing much...

then we went to first floor... there is bowling and blah blah blah i cnt remember lar... then we start to plan wat to do after we take our late lunch.. i think we take about 1 hour to plan... wether to play bowling or watch movie... and of coz i dun mind paying for it lar kan... still have money can... if dun have then keep quiet lor.. haha...

so sad about E-hub is that there is no fast-food restaurant that we can eat... therefore we went to burger King at DowtownEast, which is nextdoor... haiz i know something.. go out with this couple ni very the rabak or choosy... Seat at Burger king also want to change2 because no aircon/ no strong enough...

after that we agree to watch movie with three options : Increadible Hulk, KungFu Panda and the Happening... how happening the movie is, we dun want to watch it... so it is out from the option... since yan and me had watch the cutest show of the month, we try not to watch again... as Zan wants to Hulk, therefore we buy the tickets and watch it... fyi, we took abt 10mins standing infront of the box office to decide...

the show ok ok only lar.... then we walk2 see2 look2 buy drink and muffin for and went back home happily... hahaa

kk lar overall enjoy lar and release my stress abit...

k see you again... bye!

June... Problem Month....!!!

2008-06-16T14:56:00.001+08:00

nothing much of this month...

But the PROBLEM AND STRESS appear....

from SCHOOL to WORK to NAYAGA to FAMILY...

haiz... ni lar nasib kan...

reason of problem... NOT SURE
Solution: NO SOLUTION...

haiz... Susah ar hidup ni....

my only word is WHY IS THIS HAPPEN??????????!!!!!

Happen in MAY...

2008-05-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

im back... hey sch reopen and busy... however, i really really love my YEAR 2 compare to year 1 is damn boring and lame lor... haha

ok wat happen in may...

hmmm.. maybe it a sad thing and happy thing.. i dun lar...

seriously, this month there have two holiday which is labour day and vesak day.. the happy things is that no need to go school... of coz, i know who wants rite... haha.... and the sad thing is that i never work both holiday = no double pay... :-(

1 may - labour day itself i was having fever and my manager dun believe and mad at me... expected lor...

19May - and vesak day kena cheat... supposely there is performance at NOVOTEL but CANCEL and nobody tell me... ERGH!!!!!!!!!!! then stay home do nothing sia...

10 May - hmm... next will be MOTHER's Day... hah!!!! i think that this is the only lovely present that i gave her in my life which is, look down...

YEs.. it is sponge cake... it is specially for me because i made it myself... hahahahaha...

i love it and of coz my mum love it too...
also thanks to along, kak swi and kak huda for helping me... and adk help for eating it.. hehe after all, we all happy... hehe

11May - Next, after 3years with nayaga, this is the first outing that we had, picnic lar seh at EAST COAST AREA F... damn far... and the bicycle shop is at area E.... after tat, we cycle to area C where there have Mcdonald and 7-eleven... although its far but FUN....!!

14may- RP OPEN House... this year i think i tat active because i GOT a NEW IG... STUDIO IG...
of coz, i like it compare to last IG which i think it is fun but it is other way round... haiz... so i got a new one...

18may- after a long long long long break, the time has come... KELUARAN of course... CCK to Woodlands and at NOVOTEL...sound woah... yes we had fun but the sad thingy came at night. i got to know that the payment that we got not enough. WHAT???!! $30 not enough??? normal wedding get around $10 to $15...and i assume that they got $20 and for novotel i assume they get $10 because we played about not more that 5mins....
PLEASE LAR PEOPLE, BE A PROFESSIONAL FIRST THEN TALK ABOUT MONEY OK...

but i forgot to remeber.... BDAE ADIK... SRI ARYANTI BINTI AHMAD... haha... da 14 years old... but i'm so sorry that i can't celebrate together due to keluaran... but no worries i remember... dun forget prsent from me ya... haha

ok i think that tats all for may will update again...

okok bye!!!

Opocot... TErkeJut Siol... PENAT

2008-03-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

Sape yang tak terkejut biler bukak mata je, emak ckp

"ATOK MASOK HOSPITAL!"

AKU APE LAGI CEPAT2 BANGUN mandi. tgok time pokol 6.40pagi.... and i can see my eyes bengkak sikit AJE...

aku, ummi and ayah pon steady lar siap2 terus kluar. naik mrt tron buona vista (nt too sure abt the spelling... hahaha).... aku punye la confident yang kite naik free shuttle bus to NUH, Singaporean katakan... sumer nak free... haha... kot2 baru pukol 730pagi and the bus start pukol 8pagi... kite pon confident nak naik taxi... tahan punye tahan punye tahan... satu cab pun tak nak stop... sedih sak... at last naik bus jugak...

da ampai, nampak PAK LONG... and paklong pon tanye doktor and doktor pun steady je cakap...

"YOUR FATHER IS NOW WAITING FOR HIS BLOOD CHECK. I THINKING YOU BETTER GO FOR bREAKFAST AND COME BACK IN 2 HOURS TIMEs...

boleh gitu??? ape lagi kite pon tron gi canteen makan... NASI LEMAK, MEE SIAM and EPOK-EPOK..... lepas tu pak uda and Boboy dtg....Pak uda going to operation tangan.. and boboy temankan abah dier lar kan... then i fikir kalo pak uda da masok operation room, boboy nak ke mana kan??? So aku decide to carik replacement... sms sini, sms sana.. sume busy... sedih kan... ok then ok tkpe aku temankan boboy dulu... lepas pak uda go in operation room, i decide to leave and go work since NO ONE can replace me and lagi pun ayah nak tgok 10'000bc i HAVE to go...

pat keje pulak, sekian lama tak short. hari ni bleh short $32... macam tak percaye gitu... APE SEH... BINGIT SAK...

ah no waste time aku proceed to hospital lagi... rush punye rush aku dapat visit 10 minit AJE... sedih... tu pun dapt tgok atok je... pak ude tak sempat... wah mcm package 2 in 1... haha...

so at the end of the day... AKU PON PENAT... dari pagi sampai malam tkde break... Seluar Dalam Up sak...

kk aku nak tdo ah...

hope they get well soon.... ATOK AND PAK UDA...

my OFF day

2008-03-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

helo!!!

Quite a long time never update huh...

Wednesday...

Yahoo My off Day... actually i'm thinking to rehat at home tapi kan since my mak and pak is off, can good if aku ajak go jalan2... ok2... actually i want all my family members to come for breakfast at Mcdonald, BUT ON ME OK..., Tapi kakak last minit tak nak ikot, alokng nak prepare for keje, adik Skolar and left me... so i decide to bring Mak and Pak to LONG JOHn SilVEr...

oklar after dgr banyak good COmment i try cube2 lar kan... becoz last time their breakfast like not WORtH it lar kan... so i try... NICE HUH and Worth it OKK....

i try Egg -Cheese : suit for those who are like simple

pak try Ultimate Fish : suit for those who are fish lover

Mak try French Toast: suit for everyone... haha *fully recommend...*

AFTER breakfast start lar kaki nak berjln, kite gi parkway parade shopping centre... alar as per normall See See Look Look and Buy SOmeting of Coz...

da penat walking2, makan LAGI pat Banquet... quite nice after renovate huh compare to last time... so sempit...

me? makan prata and teh cino... diet? no lar i still full of that breakfast..

lepas tu kite pon balik... nak go home pulak, the cuace very rainy.. rain heavy.. so just proceed to bus stop... da sampai bus stop, all the bus stop... haha LAME... but MY 966 bus never dtg2... we wait agak2 35minits gitu... my Jeans sampai Half wet... boleh gitu... when bus come, i but board the bus and seat of coZ... skali on the way tu tetido... Punya lar sedap, sleep in the cold... hahahah

tu je lar eh during my off day...

hope to post newer thingy.. kk

Wasalam FBT out...

Headache When Watch Movie

2007-12-07T09:51:00.000+08:00

heya!!!!

slept at 2am and wake up in the morning around 8am (to go school of course) for UT3 science... on my way, i'm thinking whether shud i go home after the test or not... yes, i knew i did not have enough sleep and my headache and i can't stand so long, and my head start spinning. Waoh... Pening sak...

After UT i decide to disappear. i tot reach home and sleep BUT meet my parent for breakfast and my father wants to Watch Movie... Ergh...! OF COZ free TIX... hehe we watch the KINGDOM.. ya sound boring...! but the storyline quite good but the Movement effect not that good...makes me more HEADACHE... wa lao!! like vomiting sak... WTF.... ok lar still enjoy it...!!!!

ok lar until there...!!!

pic??? hmm.. dun have maybe... sad SAK...!

Stressful weekend...!!!

2007-12-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

Nayaga Kompang...

this time Saturday pecah 2 and sunday pech 3.... can imagine that??? fuh i damn stress...

okok i will type in malay.. haha

On saturday, kite main kompang untuk 2 majlis dalam 1 hari... can imagine??? punye lar kelam kabut...Sampai tak sempat makan tempat majlis... pagi bangun dapat makan mee siam, ayah belikan, and all the way tak makan sampai 5 ptg... wAoh!!!! rabak sak...
ok so masih bleh tahan... then bile malam pulak, dapat tahu ramai budak kompang tak dapat hadir... with acceptable reason of cos... Boboy, Naz and Afiq.... so short of 3 person... then sunday due to gamelan, we short of penari kuda kepang... tapi juz wait and see on sunday...

Sunday datang cc naik cab tgok iwan, haikal, ahmad and nizam yang da sampai... biler agak2 5 minit dalam bilik waknin Call untuk angkat barang gamelan... and budak kompang ade 4 org je... eh2 budak ni 11.30 bus nak gerak and da pukul 11.20 dorg blom sampai and pengantin da call... at last the rescuer datang... "Macam Star" Nasib baik orng luar, kalo orng aku da lame kene maki... ok aku bingit tron bawah relax one corner... angin dingin da sepoi kasi aku tenang... and i dun border to think about kompang and Concentrate on that Silat Competition... dorg lagi buat aku stress....

akhirnya sumer settle.... tapi aku masiih tak tahu pasal kompang pecah lagi... biarkan lar.... Khalifah aku sumer tak leh harap.... No name shud be mention. haha...

2 Concerts

2007-12-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

heya...!!

after the 2 concerts, Bagpiper and DharmaSakti, i felt much better... no more stress and scared...

at fort canning, i feel that i had fun with the place and also the performance that i going to perform. but the sad thing is that, my uniform or new baju lar, blue color like so tight and makes me so uncomfortable. when playing rampak, "ya Allah!" punyalar sempit and rase tersendat... can imagine tat??? wa lao... but still i had give the best performance... Of Cos,... Abg Dzul and Alhafiz had their concert well and also nice song with all the expert drummers like kak rina, abg yaziz, abg khairul, wan abg and many more and not forgeting abg Azrin... Pemain Guitar Maut punya beb....!

BORING SAK

2007-11-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz... SCHOOL AGAIN... ok this is first time i using block... opps spell wrongly... i mean BLOG...

i dunno actually why this second semester at RP is very boring....!!!! i feel so regretted now...
i want to join SP for music and audio technology... but advised from my teacher mdm TEO.. not to go poly... my STUPIDITY and blank in head i so confident choose RP as there my school...

and now regret... stupid rite... can be crazy if i never control my emotion at school... u guys imagine... everyday do the same thing solving one lame problem and ends with presentation...
and some module is not related with ur course??? can imagine that...?? WTF man...

and today enterprise... i went back during second meeting.. CANNOT TAHAN sak...

My Wishes now is to end this second semester faster and start with my courses next year... and also i really wish now that i had one free day with nobody disturbing and i free to do anything.... and shout to release my stress.... kk... i want to rest....