Christmas 2008

This Year... Christmas.. my family, busu family and uda family... went to VIVO CITY...

tgok buku nampak..

Baca ke tgok?

Santa???

elf baking?

Christmas Tree

Hais.. My two sister who like to jump..

when i was walking along the corridor, my mind was saying... "Now i can feel Christmas in shopping Center.. if not, i busy working... thnxs tat i had quit... hehe"

Shifting around...

Wake up in the morning, nobody at home.. i make my own breakfast+lunch.. hehe

After eat, Apie came back. we decide to shift our bed and maybe shift some of the furniture in my room.. it took us almost one hour to shift and one hour to plan.. quite funny ah.. thnx to me.. we shift the wardrobe for nothing.. haha.. ok finally we done.. at i decide to throw my things under my bed... this is because i know my manager blog says...

IF THE THINGS HAVE NOT TOUCH FOR 6 MONTHS, IT IS BETTER TO THROW AWAY...

so its clean now... hehe

my first 3 days of holiday... good or bad..

ok since i have no jobs, no money mah so i stay at home lar... safe money and safe lar energy at home.. i think my schedule for past 3 days at home..

1pm - Wake Up
1.30pm - Malay Drama at TV1
2pm - Listen radio (RIA)
4pm - Selagi Ada Kasih at Suria
5pm - Kopi O Teh Tarik at Suria
6pm - Break.. Toilet.. makan...
7pm - Love Blossom 2(My favourite) at CH8..
8pm onwards rest in my room.. haha

but for wed, i iron my shirt stock.. haha.. tired sak..

Who is right?

My cousin(Iwan) and I seat one corner after kompang... and suddenly he talk to me..

Iwan: When you want to get new one?
Man: Huh? New one?
Iwan: When u want to get new girl?
Man: Ohh... Relax ah.. Still Got Tyme..
Iwan: Hello bro... Got time? U going 20 yrs old seh..

i think his right lar.. but dunno lar if i LUCKY enough, maybe i will get one.. Insyallah...

They don't know how long it
takes
Waiting for a love like
this
Every time we say
goodbye
I wish we had one more
kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I
will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best
friend
Lucky to have been where I have
been

Lucky to be coming home againI'm lucky
we're in love in every way
- Jason Mraz(Lucky)

Last Day of SCHOOL

my last day of school..

Shock at first when i reach classroom at 8:20am and nobody in yet.. "are they not coming today?" but they come atlast and plan to go.. like wat i say.. "if my team not going, i wont go..!" i stay..
SEMANGAT!! do but then my final product does not match with the theme.. it spoilt my last day of school mood.. till home i moody and i feel irritated by along and adik.. ERGH!!!
i editted them and this is my final project...
Christmas under the sea

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Im so happy.. This Week my last day of School then 3 weeks of holiday...

Since friday.. i so relax and nothing much.. watch My favourite movie at Suria "Eiffel..I'm in love"...

Sat, went out with hairi, haikal, nas, kak sri, yanti, zan...every where we go kene !@#$ sia..
Go lucky plaza to play pool, tat RUDEST WOMEN IN THE WORLD smack our IC back and say "thank you and good bye...!" damn fucking rude sia...
Then proceed to YCK Grassroot.. the pool very cheap but.. WEAR SLIPPER..! cnnt go in.. After thinks tat much and spent money for the bloody fare.. we proceed to CC as normal.. WTF... ok eat western and continue eat..

SUNDAy.. Damn boring at home do nothing.. spend my time on FACEBOOK's game.. cool...! i like..

Mon.. HarI RaYa...! rainy day.. non stop.. miss sembahyang raye... haha... niat tu ade.. bangun tu tkde.. we leave house at 1.30pm to rumah nenek bapak and proceed to mak uda house... my playful, my broke the umbrella.. haha.. at mak uda house, the door wide open.. then i remember my classmate game.. similar like CS... wif my broken umbrella i run in... and shout "JANGAN BERGERAK!!!" (dun move)... and i see NASI AMBENG... YUMMY!!!

EAt, play Game, and Sing song.. Converting I'm Yours song into Hari Raya Song.. tnks to boboy for playing guitar for me... till reach home tat song stuck in my ear... haha

tats all my hari raya.. planning not to go school tomoro.. haha

Mr Men Show

Im Having coverage for CAM tech or cooking Show.. Atlast i have the VM position.. ok oklar.. nothing much in my feeling.. Full of focus so that i might not create any mistake.. what i hate is....my SD.. OMG!!! she suppose to be directing by... *walao eh...!* i dunno wat she do lar... the entire thing finish at 3.30pm.. still got alot of time.. back to studio and watch "RuSSEll Peters on "black, white and brown..." *i think so..* its damn funny.. ok i enjoy my day and on my way i meet yantee and zan at cwp.. then got show at CWP... "MR MEN SHOW...!" sound nice but boring for me.. i left half way...

BirThday aLonG

Along's Bday but we celebrate it on Sunday Night...

My family together with Samsuri eat happily.. Spegatti.. Cakes..! and Chicken.. haha.. Quite Fun.. But the HORROR part of that celebration is that when Along wants to take my face and i did not realise tat yan behind me n actually i lean her head on the wall.. i likeOH SHIT!! haha.. Along put the cream cake on my hair and i need to shampoo my Hair AGAIN...!!! ERGH!!!

Let get started!

Highlight the whole quiz & press Ctrl+C (to copy).

1. the person who tagged me:
Yantee N Nur


2. your relationship with him/her is:
sister n cousin

3. your five impressions of him/her:
1) Camera Lover
2) Cheerful girl
3) Smarter than me ,maybe
4) Smile Always
5) Full of nonSenSe.. haha

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Nur- my blog... without her help, my blog will not be nice
Yanti - ALLLOOOOOOTTTTT, till i cant remember


5. the most memorable thing that he/she has said to you:
Nur - she wanted a laptop and she willing to work hard
Yanti - abg man nk $10 haha...

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
appreaciate watever she did to me..

7. if he/she becomes your lover, he/she will:
I dunno..

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Ignore them.. i dun really like to enemy with people lar..

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
how i know.. haha... i dunno lar..

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
advise them to work hard...

11. your overall impression of him/her is:
A creative and cheerful girl...

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
-irritated...

i dun know becoz i nvr ask them before..

13. the characteristics you love of yoursef are:
short hair, beard,

14. on the contary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
im fat

15. the most ideal person you wanna be is:
...

16. for people whom care for and like you, say something to them:
Just tell me the truth, i will appreaciate it ok..

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) Iwan
2) Yanti
3) Nur
4) Arini
5) Mr Dzul
6) Xavier
7) Marlene
8) Bao Wei
9) Jasreel
10) Boboy - but dont have blog :(


18. who is no. 1 having relationship with?
should be a girl.. but i dun really know the name..

19. is no.9 a male or a female?
Female

20. if no.7 and 10 are tgt, would it be a good thing?
No.. age different

21. what is no.2 studying about?
English, MAths, Bio, Combine Science, Art and many more

22. when is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Last Last sunday

23. what kind of music band does no.8 like?
Korean song, maybe

24. would you woo no.3?
She my cousin of coz Not

25. how about no.7?
No, we are friend.

26. is no.4 single?
dunnoe... I wish to knw too..

27. what is the surname of no.5?
Dzul?

28. what's the hobby for no.4?
Play guitar and she likes the Sallys

29. does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
NO

30. where is no.2 studying at?
Christ Church Sec Sch

31. say something casual about no.6
he is very creative in designing specially print. recently, he participate in seagate comp and his idea is awesome...

32. have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
NO

33. where does no.9 live?
if im not wrong, Novena maybe..

34. what colour does no.6 like?
Black

35. are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
No

36. does no.1 have any pets?
No

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No

38. what is no.10 doing now?
chatting at msn and having a headache... hehe

Buzier with IG..

FOR THIS WEEK!!! some sort of busy for me.. As..





Mon and Tues (24N25 Nov) -Coverage for STA Staff Performance





i chose to be cameraman and cover for Cam 3. as for the last event i had been floor manager, i want to camera this time.. so i get it.. after the whole event finish, my knee is damn pain because we do the recording seating down.. Aisey...!! Penat Dok....





Wed and Thur (25N27Nov) - Live Outcast for FLAME AWARD.





for this i was appointed to be PROJECT MANAGER... of coz with the help of ain.. however, after last two days event i planned the role..


Camera : Hanafi, Ain, Jeremy


VM : Me


SD : Rabia


FM: Nurmani.


BUT...!!


due to professionalism and i did not have time for setting-up, all the role change.. which of cos i unhappy... WAT THE USE OF HAVING FLOOR MANAGER right? If u be manager i listen to u, then i manager nobody listen.. Wat the HELL!!!





Fri ( which is today) : nothing much... but then i was surprise as my friend have free tix for closing bash, which have TAUFIK BATISAH... ok i take it and i bring mani, rab, yanti and fauzan along la... ok quite fun..





Sat and Sun back to my work at CC... Kompang and many moree... That's All!!

Another busy week for me...!

As i mention earlier, i have packed of shooting and coverage of event to do and one of my module i need to do..VERY iMporTant u know..

ok lar..
What i Did..
Mon (10Nov) - Nothing much go school and go back home... saving energy

Tues (11 Nov) - Set up for Coverage for Minister Ng visit at TRCC...This is first time our coverage at TRCC and i think we as a team have a least of confident of doing it as all the words from Fat Nick and Lewis really deep into our hearts. But i just a floor manager for that event and did more on flooring and taping the cable.

Wed(12 Nov) - PP Evaluation. I came 20 mins earlier so that i will not too nervous and i can mentally prepare. What dissappoint me is that, my presentation seems that all my assessors dun bother about my presentation.. wat depress me is tat they ask 1 lame question which is "Did Cathay distribute Sigapore show?"

After that i proceed to TRCC Studio for the Coverage.. so far i was fine becoz i just floor manager..but it is boring stand there for nothing...

Thurs (13 Nov) - Nothing much and having UT. after that i rush to Night Safari for on-job-training.. the work oklar.. but what makes me weak and tired becoz i havent eat since morning. Due to financial problem, i decided to tie my stomach...

Fri (14Nov) - Due to hunger, i having bad headache and weak early in the morning and i did go to school.. I ate panadol and back to sleep.. Haiz another training,,,but all the people there are friendly...

Sat (15 Nov) - Kompang as usual... and Sadly two of my members and my student will continue with my team as they decided to other team PUTRA.. as LEader and Instructor, what i can say, "just explore more if u want it..."

And today SUNDAY...!!! no keluaran and lazy to go CC and i decided to go Kak huda house for kenduri and after that go rumah nenek... i think this is my family outing for the year haha...

kk gtg bye see ya next week..

Stressful Week

I Just feel myself stress and busy this week...

Mon - too tired, i didn't come school.. hehe
Tues - starts to get my team for FYP.. n Studio Meeting..
Wed - at hOme, wash all my Fan's Head tat found in my house... Damn Dusty... hehe...
Thurs - thinking about FYP proposal, Discussing about FYP and DramaIG Recording... Upset and bingit at the same time.. ergh!!
Fri - UT, interview at Night Safari, Proposal..(lastly submitted)
Sat - GamElan Show at WedDing.. i Like my RamPak peRforManCe.. i hope it is funny for them..
Sun - Kompang and training..

Next Coming week..
Tues 11 Nov and Wed 12 Nov - Coverage Minister Visit at TRCC.
Wed 12 Nov - PP EvalUatioN.. hmm..
Thur 13Nov PHP UT
Thur 13Nov and Fri 14 Nov -Night Safari training at 6-10pm
Sat 15 Nov - Kompang

100% Cilik

HOLIDaY!! 1 week school breakOut and Deepavali..





and the best thing.. i decided to go for 100% Cilik at Esplanade together with PESTA RAYA.

Comment about the show:

100% Cilik

100% Hiburan

100% Kelakar..

it is a good show... it feels time fly very fast...
after that i went down to outdoor stage for KOPI DANGDUT..!! FUh!! Power dok!
alot of aBanglah and makciks too.. Enjoy tat nite with dangdut all the way..

Some songs that i still remember :

Terajana

Kuch Kuch Ho Tai

Kal Ho Naa Ho

Kopi Dangdut

Dara atau Janda

and many more..

i felt much better now.. but i think my LAZY mood is here..

gtg tomoro got STUDIO Refreshment Course.. kk bye

PP Poster...!!

now i feel much better and i think i have recover my illness physically but not inner part... haiz.


i got alot of things to think for now..

firstly, PP poster - i need to finish it if possible by this week and can be print by Monday..

secondly, WORK... i finding new jobs but abit choosy.. ya i know.. i want work on weekdays night only, about 6-11 maybe... but where can i find it?

thirdly, my ONE week holiday is pack with studio IG event. we will having refresment workshop on tues 28/10 and live record for halloween on 30/10.. another thing is the duaM production... Their event mostly on SUnday.. biase ah.. got kompang and my commitment with Kompang is very strong man..!! ish!! dunno lar..

Lastly, i so sad tat BOGOR trip is CANCELLED.. haiz...!!

i think tats all lar..

How to make myself recover??

Haiz..! 11 days had been upset.. i had try my hard to remove tat memories and force myself to accept that fact..but i think i still cant accept this… Y it happen in sudden? It happen too fast.. 2months only we together and tat’s it??
quite a few ways i try.. but i still controlling myself.. by hearing NASYID, it helps me to cool down and remind of ALLAH SAW.

Happiness comes once....

I in school today doing DMT... and later i have performance at Ulu Pandan CC for Hari Raya show.. So, i decided to take half day ah... but frankly today's problem, sound EASY but the fact is CONFUSING... haiz...

Im going CC later for performance of this week.. I still sad when i need to go there and very pain deep in my heart... the memories that still fresh in my mind... i couldnt forget it because everything happen very fast and in a sudden... I cant believe it and i cant take this fact..
the pain is still deep in my heart... VERY DEEP..!

no choice, my life must goes on..

i buying new SimCard Starhub Prepaid... Y? Cudn't explain ONLINE...

kk gtg bye!!

SAD n REGRET!!!

because of too sad.. i decided not to go school today.. because if i go, it will spoilt my mood and end up i will cabut class.. better dun go.. i should take a break..

3 days had gone, but i still dun get any respond from her what had happen and i really confused why she didnt contact me at all..

i had not enough sleep, keep thinking of her.. and everywhere i go, there is such memories to it... i felt my body very warm and weak and my head starts to ache.. i just keep it to myself and i wont talk to anyone.. my heart always say this: Can you call me? Please!

Due to too upset and weak, i just sit on my desk and listen to some ROCK song... SUDDENLY!, she call! i couldnt say anything, cause my voice some kind monotone and boring and my brain like had been block!!

she heard my voice and asked: y?u boring eh?.. i answered YES! then she quiet! i repeat Hello about 7 times, then she put down the phone..

i was like... she didnt bother to ask me why i like tat or what, and just put down the phone.. BROKEN glass from 12th floor to 1st floor.. after about 30 mins, i force myself to cool down and call her.. from 8pm to almost 10pm i call, she nvr answer... i DAMN regret! !@#$ to myself!!!

my hope she call me... and i should control my emotional.. although it is hard, specially u r hurt..

Raye With Nayaga!

Tanpa plan yang btol, 7 org je jalan raye.. sedih seh..

tapi alhamdullilah we enjoy the day.

kita kunjungi rumah:

1)Man N Swi

2)Haikal

3)Aisyah (ex-Naz)

4)Wak Nin

5)Wak Moin

6)Kak Rina

7)Mak Busu..

Some picture to share:

Putus harapan Ku!!

Now i have the answer of everything... But so sorry i will type in malay...

Terus terang, perhubungan antara aku dgn dinie da tdak ader lagi..
HAMPA, SEDIH, KECEWA DAN sakit hatiku selepas mendengar kata-katanya itu. Walau bagaimana pun, aku masih tertanye-tanye ape salah aku sampai dier buat
begini.. Aku rase aku da beri ape sahaja yang dier mahu...

kalo aku jumpe dier,

soalan yang akan aku tanye:
-ape salah abg?
-ape yang buat u berubah?
-kenape sampai tk bebual dgn abg atau msg? bile msg pun, kata-kata kasar.. ape maksud tu?

apa yang aku kata padanya:
ABG MASIH SAYANG AYANG!!

Sekarang aku tk tahu ape nak buat.. hatiku kosong skali.. tk tahu sape nk ku mengadu.. sakit hati ku...

aku tak tahu ape nak cakap lagi... kenangan saja yang tinggal...

aku harap aku akan back to normal dan aku mesti teruskan hidup... walaupun aku rase aku mcm mayat bergerak..

Man N Dinie
9th August ~ 9th October 2008

SAD now!!

im very sad now... Y?? hmm..

so many thing in my head now..

school...?
Work...?
Girl..?
Nayaga...?

haiz...

Spec Spec Spec

Recently, Change on 1 Sept 08

A day at Suntec City for IT Fair.

Saturday, my uncle family wif me and yanti plan to go Suntec City for the IT Fair... naik kereta tak crewet ah...

On the Way...

...

Reached there no parking... GO Round about in the carpark and go to marina Square to get a parking lot... overall takes 30mins to park tat car... haiz... Hungry.... we ate at Tambuah Mas Javanese resturant.. and these pictures taken by Zeerah, 5yrs old girl...

Kak Rina Bday...!

a Surpise Birthday Celebration to Asrina Asnadi.





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