REGRET!!

wat had happen last weekend,

after much disagreement and i think, Wak Moin and I had put effort with the problem, it ended with a fight,
-Saturday: Hairi and Wak Nin
-Sunday: Hairi and Kak Sri..

I felt sad and regret on watever i had done for sembawang and gang specailly hairi.. it is a huge slap tat i feel from him..

in my heart now
TO HAIRI, I NEVER FORGIVE YOU!! AKU TAKKAN MAAFKAN KAU DARI DUNIA HINGGA AKHIRAT ATAS APE YANG KAU DA LAKUKAN...

I LOVE IT becoz of $$ haha

After 2 weeks of waiting... now i got my pay for 2 days work..

Work with EPI company which i dunno where it comes from.. but thanks to keith for the offer..

I got my pay $165 for 2days...

This is how i look when i wear their uniform.. it too fit for me.. and people say i lose weight abit.. haiz.. no comment la..

Meeting

just came back from meeting with Wak Nin, Wak Moin and me at Teh Tarik..

during the meeting i was fine.. n think tat im done with the problem..

BUT

when i discuss with kak swi later on at home, my mind was mix up with alot of thing.. haiz..

Seriously.. i dun wat is my decision now.. !@#^

i felt sorry to Tante family on wat Wak Sani had done...

what in my mind and heart now is:
I felt very depressed and hurt right now because:
~ Nayaga!Nayaga!Nayaga!
~ adik blame me cause i didnt bother and get to know things when all had done..
I felt very confuse:
~ which story is right
~ what is my decision is right...

huh.. I hate this situation right now.. BUT i still in luv with girl on 11th floor.. hehe

problem month...

i having problem right now.. and i think i am stress right now..

just leave me alone kk ya!!

but i wish to meet "her" who stays at level 11 everyday..