Chicken and Cow.

One day, chicken and cow talks abt life...

Chicken: I think eh, human being always think of themselves.

Cow: Why you say so...?

Chicken: Yalah, I also want to have family in my life... Once I produce eggs, they take and eat.. I also want to see my child...

Cow: Hmm... My case is worst than u..

Chicken: Ah...! Serious?

Cow: Abeh..! They drink my milk but they never call me "Mum"...

What a bad day...?

yesterday kompang.. haiz...

damn bloody fed up.... the late-comers, the uninvited guy, the delay guy, not enough kompang, not enough batik, not enough safety pin, and everything all wants fast... Cbai sial... I fucking fed-up with all the guys and up to dem la even the girls too... malaz ah nk layan...

i keep myself to cool down and the keluaran was fine..

saw dear after keluaran, happy abit...

i tot after everyting nk gy tgok kuda, den need to stay for meeting... meeting... meeting... meeting.. *yawn*.. ok den wak furious abt bdk2 and me and kak rina kena scold... it is so UNFAIR to us... kak rina defend and i support from her back.. wak quiet... BINGIT sak... i lost my mood sia.. tot of gg home after dat, bt i met my dear.. mkn.. walk.. n home..

miss her alots...

till here bye....

BORNFIRE 2009

it is an yearly event where fire show involves.. I and Kakrina represents nayaga cimande with wayang aloes to perform.... N honestly, nothing to proud of la... cause there is music.. and we like acting playing the music.. so "waste time" la..

Kak zaty, tnx for ur support and food... kebuloh siol.. hehe

after tat, wait transport for transport and went home.. Cnt sleep till 3 am.. Dangdut~ing with along the whole night... padahal bsok got kompang sia.. okla jumpe lagi..

Hari Raya Haji

Salam..

REWIND!!!
Okla, Malam raya (Hari Raya Eve I work) sian siah.. no mood to work but i haf too.. but time past very fast till i didnt realize that it is already 12mn. So go home time.. went back, family members havent sleep.. so i mkn lontong which i missed my lunch and dinner earlier.. laugh2 den sleep..

HAri raYa hAjI...
Relax... visit grandparent father side and mother side... didnt eat much... haiz.. mlz ah.. went back and get call from Nazri.. gt sec sch gathering.. so i come down.. talk, joke, eat and many more la.. by 12am, i walked back home.. coz tomoro i got show.. so i belah la..

tat's it for this year hari raya haji...

2nd month..

firstly...

"Alhamdulilah..."

wat was planned go smoothly... Bt the thing does not smooth was, i LATE... promise meet at 1.30pm bt i reach 1.45pm.. sorry dear..

*fast forward*

queue for popcorn, im happy to see ira coz veteran ppl know wat to do.. I ordered popcorn, nugget and nacho for my dear.. Enter hall, havnt start.. *munch munch*
Movie start.. btw we watched 2012... Comment: okla, 3/5... storyline abit not logic and 3D modeling cant still see it fake... but effect SUPERB...!

*fast forward*

2.5hr of seating, wat u expect... sakit siol buntot.. hehe
proceed to airport for POPEYE

*fast forward*

the fish sandwich... it melts in ur mouth beb.. it is fresh and juicy dok... POWER..! Dear ate chicken "Maxi Meal" n half of my sandwich.. kesian dear, lapar..
Jln2, walk2 and go back home...

So, happy 2nd month for me and my dear Qu... hope u happy with me dear..
n not forgetting, thanx for ur gift from BATAM.. i really love it... hehe


till here..
WASSALAM

UPDATE...!

so what telah happen last week...?

I and my fyp members was doing shooting at Malay Village for Kuda kepang show... okla come on time but Wandi was not there... so, kill time by record the scene we need.. have their dinner and proceed to shooting.. After 12 years watching kuda kepang, this is the first time, i kena blow with water and flower by one of the dancer... SH!T sia... i was holding sch camera (lucky camera nvr kena water).. my hair and shirt wet with flower with it.. siah ah.. ok after tat interview wandi... tok2 until 12.. best missed train.. take cab back home from AMK.. almost $17... haiz..

sunday at home..
monday lazy, stay home...
Tues n wed, sch coz got UT..

and today work.. sian..!

Complain. complain. complain.
haiz.. fine.. den going home, was on the phone with Q and
"DUKE....!" my head hit the van.. fuh spinning siol... pain ah..

ok n tomoro.. is the day i waiting for...

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?

basically, I dunno what happen to me? I keep thinking of sumthing which is not a good one.. y? and there is somebody is up in my mind now.. wat the !@#$... seriously. i dunno wat happen to me... now my mind is mixed up and my mood has been swing since yesterday... but Y?

wondering

back!

i had been busy for tis week... Yes, as i told morning sch nite work...
Tues, met syaa.. Lepak wif her since she was bored... I dun mind la kn... We share story... N i share my feeling abt my relationship... She said i can take it and just keep patience.. den i think back when i was otw to work.. Maybe, ya i give in too much to q... Bt how seh...?

Fri met q n all dikir girls... Ok after some time, i tot to go pasar mlm after send q home, bt she accompany me... So okla... Walk2, go mkn n home...

N one ting happen is, i keep thinking of someting which is i not suppose to think.. This is secret i cnt share anyone accept myself...

N now is monday... I had NOT been contacting Q since saturday.. So lets see till when will she contact me... But actually wat went wrong? I just feel we are just normal frend... If she remember me, she msg, if not she quiet... n i per normal, try to msg sometime reply sometime not.. So how? I alwayz understand her feeling n her family. Bt i dun tink she understand me... So? Should still give in or someting else...? Advise me... Call/sms me at 82589464...

TGIF...

after a week on waking up early and busy go school and work, this is the day i can get rest.. coz after sch i get back home or meet my love one or nyte jog again or rest at home aje..

btw my work for past 4 days was fun... mcm playing game... when 11:50pm, all starts counting down.. hehe... okla quite fun environment... the job also not that hard, just that i am not familiar with some road and event building... tat's where my stress come....

btw my love, Q, thanx for ur understanding dear... cnt wait for 20/11/09...

kk till here...

Wassalam

record in m life

harlow...
time check 5:34pm.. means I had 2 more hours to go work lata..

yes i had a job now.. customer service at Comfort.. alah answer booking call..

so what i had happen...? i think i had done very very very STUPID decision..
Coz i was attending my 3 days on job training and i left my kompang with nazri, and of coz nt forgeting q too.. yesterday, the worst I felt very bad coz naz msg me and give up on kompang.. i cant describe my feeling here.. bt then, i really bad.. NAZRI thnx bro... sampai salah urat.. hehe

ok, work...hmmmm so far ok la kan.. nothing much too describe..

what's in my mind...
- i dun really know wether i can manage with my new schedule..
-Mon- Thurs : Morning Sch, Night work
- Fri : Sch
- Sat n Sun: Kompang if have...
-N why i work, coz i dun want to ask money from my parent.. and oso if i want to go out with Q, i can use tat money..

-For now, I had this weird feeling... y? my Quwh la.. nowadays, when on phone, she like increasing her voice, no mood and angry tone... when i asked, "nothing..." i feel there is somting wrong ah.. but i dunno.. so far, i have not been on phone with her since Saturday.. i tink i just let it be je la.. If i ask, confirm she angry and say "nothing again.." so.. haiz...

kk till here.. bye..

20102009

Salam Sayang Semua...!!!
Harlow...!!

OK lar da quite long nvr update blog... busy la.. Wat makes me busy.. of coz skul la.. and many things happen for past month..

First,
on 23 Sept, I dpt adik baru... Muhd Hazreel...

Second,
on 27 Sept, Nenek warded in Hospital for a day

Third,
on 9 Oct, Iwan came back from London

Fourth,
on 13 Oct, first time in my life, i get to take AMBULANCE, send ATOK to hospital

Fifth,
on 15 Oct, Went for interview at Comfort.. I guess I get la eh..

Sixth,
on 17 Oct, Syaa... U ROCK!!!! thnx alot..

seventh,
on 20 Oct, which is today, Atok admitted to hospital again.. tis time is more serious.. I almost cry when i saw atok lying on bed... bt i control...

Im worried now...

and not forgetting, Happy 1st month to me n my lovely Quzaimah.... I planned to go out with her, but emergency appear.. so cancel.. nvm, still got other tyme...

kk till here.
Wasalam BYe
FBT OUT.......!

Selamat Hari Raya

ok images all uploaded at FACEBOOK.

Wat so special about this year HARI Raye is....

date: 20 - 09 - 2009

N one special thing happen to me la..

Not so special about raye this year:

Incomplete without IWAN...

About me,

After a month of misunderstanding, i finally solve it... and the best ting is I patch back wif Q!!!! on 20092009.. hehe

Love her lotz...

Wats in my mind now...

- Renting vehicle for hari raya.. after two days, i think rent van much better and cheaper coz only my family going to take tat... so tk pyh nk cerewet la kan..

- Baju raya...! 2 more weeks and it is not ready yet.. mintak mintak mak q bleh settle kn by next week la eh.. kalo tk mampos aku... haiz.. I just felt confused which side shud i go.. tkkn aku nk pakse suroh buat cpt2 kn? abeh aku tk tahu aper nk ckp ngan family aku pulak... serious ah.. Menyesal pun ade blang umi n ayah aku ader hubungan dgn q...

- now 1 week my holiday, and nothing to do.. i am looking for jobs online.. jenny my previous manager invite me to work back to cathay.. i dunno yet la.. shall i throw wat happen before and take this as new book? maybe..

- im going to cut my hair and dying it natural brown.. ok kan... i tot of dying white.. haha.. like MR KFC sia.. haha... ok skip

lastly in my mind, lets guess....





of coz la Q... hehe..
i asked her this morning: What should i do to proof my love?
she say: "Tabah dan sabar menunggu i... tabah dgn perangai i n karenah i (Patient waits for me... and understand her attitude...)"

rindu sesangat...

first of all, to all nayaga well done for last saturday show...

Next, q... her hand hurt coz of tiban... Haiz... When at first wak nin say we have two choice not to play tiban or play but take the risk, i was like... Ergh.. Tat sound danger.. I disagree n say not to play coz in my mind, my baby will get hurt after tat as her partner is not naz. Bt dunno somehow wak change his mind to continue playing... I like... Oh shit...! Im totally worried abt her... Wat i tot is true, her hand luke punye la panjang... N best ting my parent told me, if nt i oso dunno... I dunno wat to say to her la... Worry abt her, she like nothing happen.. However it is, im still love her la...

Skip

Okla.. today my third stay at home. BORING.. Sumpah dok... Haiz... N i really really really miz her la... Aku harapkn tgok gambar dier pat hp aku je utk lepaskn rindu... Haiz.. Ya allah, bukakn la hati quzaimah... Amin

I HATE IT...

Happy Holi~day to me... I am suppose to be happy tis holiday because I taught I got tat internship but I didnt get it... Really hurt... I hate people give me HOPE.....!!!!!!

so wat i had been doin for past 2 days?
- SLEEP
- FASTING
- Watch TV
- and DO nothing...

I really really really hate this... want to go out, dunno where to go and nobody accompany me.. serious shit man...

I really dont understand what happen to me... lost my relationship... lost my internship... and i get shit... haiz...

okla... all muslim happy fasting...

n Q, if u read this which i dun think she do,
I am really really miss and love u dear... i tggu sampai hati u terbuka... insyallah.. i believe tat..


Whats in my mind now...
- S$12,000
- Honda CVR, Chevrolet Captiva and Lexus RX
- Part time jobs
- thinking of losing weight BUT... 2012...
- Q

One after another

After almost a week of thinking about Q, i finally met up wif her.. So... Settle..! Im still wif her la... but will promise not tat active relationship....

Next problem, this is oso hurt me as i really wants this first for INCOME and also EXPERIENCE...

i got this from Zek Hazley:

Man,

I regret to inform you that you have not been selected for this round of IEP.

Seriously, wat happen to me sia....?! From one problem to another....!!!!

Ya Allah, Kau aje yang tahu ape aku rase sekarang....

confuse on my decision

new day means new day for me to solve my problem... I dunno wat q is thinkin, maybe she thinks it had been solve, but not for me...

I decide to meet kak zaty for advise honestly im still not stable... Met kak ty at yishun, n gt a call tat Q saw me n kak ty... Ok fine...

kak ty's advise me if i want, play game... Means in front of her parent, say we broke up but when at back, we are... Ok im thinking of tat... Bt i know q wont agree, she abit stuborn n nvr give in... After a while, abg wan n abg J came.

Abg wan's advise, i just forget her. Since she know her promises with her parent, why she having rltsp at first place.? Now she hurting someone... I think of tat, maybe abg wan is riTe oso...

When lepaking wif them n eating kuaci, i keep thinking... If i follow wat abg wan say, i dun haf the heart to do tat... If i follow kak ty, q wont agree...

Love is complicated. Life is hard. Any thing happen, decision is on my hand... Wat i can see, abg wan, abg J n kak ty really concern abt my relationship... I dunno why tis must happen?

I haf no conclusion yet, my pray is tat i can save my relationship n hope can meet q n haf a talk wif her... Amin

wats my feeling now...

Alrite... First of all, I am facing new thing in RP which EXAM... !@#$ 90mins, long sia... ok fine.. do-able... after that went CWP for breakfast + lunch... den went arcade.. thnx Felly, Dino, gareth, Faizal.. U guys cheer me up... My mood was fine after tat...

Accompany Dad to toa payoh... tat's where my bloody fucking bad mood come back.. Y..? my memories with Q was there... same place... I tahan... but i cant... Fetch mom and went CWP again.. I know my mood was still bad.. i feel like I'm Zombie walking at that CWP... Mkn at Banquet... I force myself not to msg her... when walking at level one, I tot i saw q at the escalator actually not her.. BUT when i turns towards KFC, i saw Q... my heart was like....*cant describe* She looks normal..like nothing happen.. FIne lar eh...

then at night i Called her.. she story la wat happen just now, her cat, her presentation but when my turns to talk... "hey, my mum call. I call u back.." Until now no msg from her.... AM I STUPID? seriously I DUNNO ah..

WHY?!

I received sms from Q at 11:34am

Q: "I wana sae sumthing. but i tktau u leh accept ke tk.. before i brk up dgn my exi da berjanji nt to hav any rltnship 4 d time.. bt i duno how things happentil both of us 2gether.. i just tak tahu. my family seem nt to accept u, deywan me ro jus be fren wit u.. nt more than dat. now i tak tau nk uatpe."

Me: "U wanna break up?"

Q: "tk tahu"

Me: "Y u decide to tell me today?"

Q: "I tknk u pkr yg my family dun like u"

Me: "I tk penah ckp pun yg family u tk suke i.. camner pun, i will try to win their heartkn..tapi kalo dorg btol btol btol btol da tk suke.. i cnt say anything..

Q: "Dey wan me to jus fren wif u"

Me: "Im just too weak now.. I just feel i lost everything.. give me time to think.."

At 1pm...

Q sms me and say: "till here our relationship.. thnx 4 everything.. ur love n care.. we stil cn b frens.k tc N im sorry 4 hurting u"

seriously, my heart.... cnt describe... i cnt think anything right now... i damn super weak... i just my world is dark rite now... no light...

You Can Draw Like An Artist!

My Final year project.. Finally over...!


Check this out!

FINALLY...!!!

after months of codes, this is the time that i am really waiting for.. PRESENTATION OF FYP I... which is later at 3pm..

All done, but still have problem uploading.. haiz.. hope joseph can help me.. I really want to thanks Joseph for all his help.. without him, we can reach at this stage.. Not forgetting Xavier and Linqing.. for encouragement, understanding and all the support of this project... I really sad that we ended our journey soon after months of working together.. All the best bro for next FYP..

back to my life, I did quiz at facebook "what type of bf are u? and I am...

A JEALOUS GF/BF
You are very insecure of yourself. If you know you are good enough for your gf/bf then you should not have to worry about him/her leaving you for someone better. But most obviously we can see why, your insecurity is ruining the relationship, you don't trust your partner to be faithful to you. But who can blame them with the way you have been policing his/her every move....has it become illegal for yr bf/gf to hang or converse with the opposite sex because they are in a relationship with you?? If you fix yourself then you would not have to be insecure and jealous over your bf/gf

And why i post this? Coz think I am, and i will take this note and keep to my heart not to be too jealousy.. haha

ok till here.. Chiow..

I love Q with all my heart... Sumpah, tak bohong..

Almost done...

Yes, I am almost done after 1 week of lack of sleep, overworked till I got myself a fever... now 3.34am.. I had settle the upload thingy and the php codes.. very !@#$ing hard... thnx to Joseph.. without his help, Im still stuck..

Wat happen just now?? I kena buih with Joseph.. Promise meet at 830am, but he cant make it.. more stress i gain, till my syg kena scold for nothing... Sory sayang.. I didnt mean to scold u..

then after class, meet joseph and rush to yck.. kompang rehearsal.. NONSENSE....!!!

till here,
chiow..

I love Q..

For Her..!

Not the video but song...

Lyrics
*Mungkin hanya Tuhan (Maybe Only God)
Yang tau sgalanya (That's Know Everything)
Apa yang kuinginkan (What I want)
Di saat saat ini (At this time)

Kau takkan percaya (You won't believe)
Kau slalu di hati (You always in my heart)
Haruskah kumenangis (Should I Cry)
Tuk menyatakan yang sesungguhnya (To tell the Truth)

Reff#
Kau lah segalanya untukku (You are everything to me)
Kau lah curahan hati ini (You filled my heart)
Tak mungkin kumelupakanmu (I will never forget you)
Tiada lagi yang kuharap hanya kau seorang (There's nobody other than you)
*repeat

am i trying my best or forcing myself..?

Yes, I am trying to understand her coz she having competition later.. but for this week, she was tooooooooo busy with her dikir and less spent time with me.. not like before.. ok like wat i say.. i am trying to understand her.. Now, I heard budak2 dikir sleepover her house, and she didnt bother to reply me or tell me whether she asleep or not... So its like after dikir right now... and she still putting me away??


Too many things in my head now...

- FYP
- Baju utk ditempah
- Q...
- Invitation card design for Along's Wedding..

I dunno la.. im still cooling down although my heart not that cool.... ergh!!!!!!!

Stress!

Now I am !@#$ing stress.. what happen today,

I slept at 3am.. just to complete my fyp tat been planned.
wake up and go Q house to fetch her, as i promise to bring her out.
Back home at 3pm and done my FYP uploading part.. yes fucking stress and dont understand.. cool down... ok..
next, at 6pm me and mum went sembawang to check for computer price.. ok my comp spoilt as 6 months does not use it...
Reach home at 9pm.. continue my work..
My team member comment my yesterday work, and i do adjustment..
and he say

"today me and linqing stay until 9 you know"

so wat is tat mean? Yes, I felt guilty.. Hey, wat u do when I stay with u at library? Facebook? Surf the Net..? please enough of ur EGO! dun act good..!

tnx Q to cool me down..

Another problem:
thurs after sch:
-fyp meeting, -studio production module meeting, - studioIG meeting(i'm not gg)
fri after sch:
-UT, -fyp meeting, - kompang briefing(pending), -accompany father to sembwng..

I cnt decide.. too many things in my head.. if nvr go here, there will make face and I will feel guilty. If i nvr go there, here will make noise and I will feel guilty... HOW????????????

Shaherman N Quzaimah

from 08-07-09...

My dear Q,

I hope I can give you smile every time you with me. What people will say, let them say... I know and love you from heart.. Looks does not matter dear.. Hope we will always be happy..

I love you dear...

Amin

Love,
Shaherman

Loving her

ok now 1:18am.. standard still doing fyp, listen music and my bro, Along, snoring.. Nice U... very synchronize with my song, Grease... haha...

So, fyp.. almost done.. just wait for linqing for this codes and the scary part nobody do the upload which i suppose too.. haiz.. k i will do after this..

Now about my life.. I am happy mood nowadays... Know why..? I found someone who I love.. haha.. I know sound weird.. I dunno.. This is still keep secret.. who is she.. but sooner or later, I will tell.. Now I was soooooooo in love with her.. I mean it from bottom of my heart...

Ok till here.. my plan to bring her out tomoro and buy something for her.. hope she can make it as she sick right now... and I dun want to force her of coz.. till here..

Chiow...!

As my post about haziqah.. just forget it.. Take it as my feeling only and I know I wont get her anyway... So, Iqah I'm sorry...

Perasaan aku skarang...

Bak pepatah Ukay ~ Disana Menanti Disini Menunggu

Seumur hidup aku
Ini yang pertama
Pintu hatiku diketuk
Oleh dua wanita
Punyai ciri selama ini ku cari
Berbeza wajah ayunya tetap asli

Kalau ku pilih di sini
Apa kata di sana
Kalau ku pilih di sana
Di sini akan terluka
Perlukah aku pilih keduanya
Bahagi kasih adil-adilnya

Sungguh ku merasa resah
Untuk menilai sesuatu yang indah
Namunku ada pepatah
Yang aku gubah…

Di sana hanyalah menanti
Sampai bila pun ku tak pasti
Bertanya khabar melalui tinta
Jarang sekali bertemu muka
Namunku tahu dia setia

Dan di sini tetap menunggu

Berada jelas di mataku
Kasih tak luak terhadap aku
Sanggup menunggu kata putusku
Sayang ketabahanmu menawanku

Ku terima satu nota
Ringkas tulisannya
Dia sedia undur diri
Dan memaafkanku
Katanya anggap ini satu mimpi
Yang datang sekadar…
Untuk menguji…

RAM DDR2

I slept at 2am if i'm not wrong.. Coz i finished my FYP at 1.45am.. I washed up and went to bed.

I woke up at 7.30am coz I'm having FYP meeting at 8.30am.. I late by 3mins.. the worst thing is tat the meeting is last 20mins and I alone attending the meeting(LQ came 3mins before it ends)..

OK i left sch at 10am and meet my parent to go Sim Lim.. I upgrade my RAM from 1Gb to 2Gb.. I tot it cost $36 but it takes me $42 for that coz my lappy need 2 1GB RAM.. so tats y... ok la my computer fast abit... ABIT only..

When bugis buy new black watch.. AND Im going to get a hair cut and shave my beard. Soon.. coz as I promise, If i had found someone, I will shave it... 100% secret..!! hehe

okok Chiow!!!

Yok Dikir Yok!!

Ok lar.. New thing in my life.. I played Dikir.. and the best thing I went the training 2 days before the show.. ok enough practice for me maybe.. Professional mah.... haha perasaan... So what happen on Saturday...

I planned to wake up late coz i had been sleeping late for past few days.. Unfortunately, Umi forgot to bring along yanti's passport, so i woke up, bath and went to Lavender.. My head was spinning and my mood was swing too.. it is sudden wake.. so my mood also sudden...

Q and syaa came to my house for make up.. Kak swi make up~ing them... then went buy food with syaa.. the weather quite hot and I quite embarassed tat I dun really know where is the nice food at my place.. haha..

then proceed to WDL cc.. we late as per normal.. I pissed off... Y? wif Who? Now i tell... when i reach cc, i saw iqah black face.. i dunno y.. so i ask kind la whether she ok or not.. then say shout "Nothing la!" and rush enter the lift.. I stunned... Sia ah.. spoilt my mood.. I just come to this show for her and also help kak Zaty at the same time.. and she give me this attitude? Follow my heart I want to leave that team alone sia.. Ok but i controlled myself and go ahead wif show..

after that went geylang to watch kuda.. POWER dok...!!!

chiow!!!

Random..

ok time now is 2.50am.. I still awake doing my fyp... Of coz flash actionscript2.0... haiz.. ok now week 9 and we need to be done by week 13, SO we have about 4 more weeks left.. Nothing much to say about that...

Friday, I did not go school becoz im not well of coz.. What happen actually is,

My class got to know that one of the student, 3rd day of 3D animation(week 8) was positive H1N1 and Keneth said that Zek had the symptoms of it.. Of coz, I felt scared la.. who wants H1N1.. AND the best thing, tat guy who had H1N1 same room with me.. Just that, mine is 2nd day. during 3rd meeting or at about 2pm i guess.. my body is aching, my head spins and my throat feels one kind... I just keep quiet ah.. I fight for it.. and pray at the same time that I did not get H1N1.. Reach home I felt my body damn hot sia.. Came back from DK, I ate panadol and sleep...

Next day, I am better but I prefer to stay home la.. just for my own good.. hehe

THings AboUt YOU...!!!

hey, this is specially for u, iqah... but I hope to know u more...

When I remember and see those things that I mention below, it reminds me of U.. serious Tak Bohong...!

- Anything is Yellow
- 14 June
- "Suap!"
- chips......!
- Lychee Tea and Blueberry tea, - coz u dun like it
- CCK
- Sensitive Nose, (specially thanks to those smoker)
- Dun like to eat medicine
- Song: 14 hari.. I know tat is for ur boy...
- when I watch Khabi Khusy Khabi Gham, Kareena kapoor looks like u.. I dunno why..


I think tats what i remember..

Ok honestly, from bottom of my heart, I Miss you..

KK taking care, Wassalam

Bidadari Hatiku

lirikan mata mu menawan , mempesonakan , kau ku girakan ..
senyuman manis mu bagaikan
bunga di taman , indah menyerikan .
tiada kata yang dpt ku luahkan.
seindah mu . oh jelita ku .
hanya dpt ku membayangkan , kejelitaan mu di lubuk hatiku

bagaimana .. jikalau semua ini tidak lagi bersama dgn ku..
ku berdoa .. agar dikau mengerti yang ku setia terhadap mu .
sayang dengar kan lah .. dikau lah bidadari hatiku .
lautan api kan ku renangi ....
hanya untukku memilikimu ...

sayang , dengar kan lah ..
dikau lah bidadari hatiku ..
lautan api kan ku renangi ...
hanya untuk ku memiliki mu (2x) ..

Sunday...

First of all, Happy Fathers' Day to My lovely Dad.. The funny thing is that I wish him after I heard "father day" in News. haha.. sorry.. forgetful son..

Secondly, I feel sorry for Haikal, Coz I woke up on Sunday morning and got news that his father had just passed away. I understand his feeling. Al~fatihah to him...

Thirdly, Me n Boy went 520,WDL to watch Kuda Kepang.. It is different in a way their Dadi Dance.. Abit wild.. Oso Met Mama ros and family, Musa.. My Nayaga Girls also wants to catch the show, so i waited for them till night... Syaa was so scared till she grab anyone near her.. Sakit SIOL!!!! ok, then decide to watch it from second floor, But the horse will want to chase us.. Ahbeng, wawa and syaa kanchong already... haha

OK thats is a best sunday coz no keluaran.. haha

About haziQah, she was fine.. Alhamudillah..

till here.
WAssalam

Confession

I decided to confess to her that I like her... What will happen next? (ku serahkan pada illahi)

How I confess? Sms her in joke manner coz I just want to know what her respond.. She just reply no comment... So is that means no? Next day she read my blog, and clears my suspect.. Since then, I thinks alot "what will she do when she face at nayaga? Will she throw face? Ignore me?" If that happen, I wont forgive myself..............

BTW, on Tuesday I took a day off coz I had a bad headache maybe thinks too much before I slept.

LAST WEEK of my Holiday

First of all, I had done with my 3rd and 4th horse for this SuNday ShOw at Dr Maliki's Place.
This horse are twin, 1 male and 1 female.

Female(named: Didi)


Male (named: Dada)

Saturday - kakSwi, YantI, Zan and Me went to GENTARASA 2009, It is comedy teater..
100% nice DOK!

Sunday - Kompang at DR MALIKI's function...
Specially thnxs to girls2 for kuda Kepang(horse dance) and cooperate with me:
KakRina, KakSwi, KakZaty, Ina, Farhah, Syaa and Iqah
Not forgeting without kompang boys, it wil not works too.. Thanks alot.

That's all
Wassalam

Anouncement..

14JUNE will my last day of nayaga cimande and I will step down to concentrate on my FYP and to cool down myself with my own problem...

I hope after 7 weeks of stepping down, when i come back, nayaga is still maintain..

Semua ahli nayaga, MAN sayangkan anda semua.. Without Man, Korg mesti go on ok?

Bye,
MAn-gkok

Dunno wat to say

i dunno since last week my mood always swing.. too many things inside my head.. wat happen last week,
-Momentum 2009, Napfa test, Solve some of my Fyp projects, UT.. and of coz nayaga...

This week and next is my holiday.. and it had been horrible for me..

I dunno why I cant stay at home.. I just feel irritated.. I prefer to be lonely in my room during my holiday..

Frankly, I say, I am emo~ing rite now and very upset when I at CC. I hate myself for jump into conclusion. Let me explain, I do like her.. who is her? Siti Haziqah Anak Pak Mazlan k.. who know about this is Q, Naz, Wawa and Nizam... I had alot of advise and encouragement from them.. But at last, I give up on tat and "undur diri" coz she is too kind to me and everyone likes her.. Sape lar aku kan? And now, I just get information tat somebody that I used to ask advise is getting closer to her.. And I "suspect" he is with her.. If it is true, ...

"Even best friend also can BUSTED... just because of a girl"

So anybody can help me?

STUDIO NOOSE 'N' things to do

First of all.. This is my favourite of the month...

Recording for Studio IG Welcome Tea 2009..

Enjoy it..

for now, things need to be done

-Studio Production Assignment

-FYP flash actionscript codes

-Iron my shirt..

ERGH!!!!

Btw, I had my succeeded to forget her from my mind and heart, due to some reason.

p/s:But if one day anything happen, Im willing with all my heart to accept you back..

Coffee Sack

My 3D animation.. It is hard.. I was furious to do that.. But ended with....... enjoy it..

My Assignment.

In Digital Video and Audio Module, this is my second assignment.

I injured myself during the production( at 1:36).. pain siol...

Day1

Day 2

Day3

Gelisah dok...

alrite today wednesday, and the day i can haf my long rest... But me and my family went to tampines Giant for shopping of course..

But my mind still thinking of her.. I force myself not to msg her.. I feel somehow weird, worry and "gelisah semacam ah.." I dunno why... but she still in my head and heart.. Seriously, I still havent decide what to do...

the day before, i msg her and she reply: "i'm outside, will msg u back" But nvr msg at all... :-(

Ok la.. til her..

Song for her:
PUSPA from ST12:
"
Kau gadisku yang cantik
Coba lihat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu

Kau gadisku yang manis
Coba dekat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu

Walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu
Sudah ada yang punya
Namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku
Jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu
Putuskanlah saja pacarmu
Lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku "

Teka teki di RIA.. bersama KC

Kenapa kita boleh buat jahat banyak kali?
Jwp: Bak pepatah org melayu, "Buat baik berpadah-padah, buat jahat jangan sekali", kalau berkali-kali tak pe..

Banyak-banyak pokok, pokok ape paling tinggi?
Jwp: Pokok atas gunung..

Pokok ape yang orang tgok, orang lari?
Jwp: Pokok tumbang...

Tiga orang gi memburu di hutan, dan bunuh harimau. Satu amek tangan harimau, satu amek kaki harimau, satu amek badan harimau. Sape amek kepala?
Jwp: Maybank

Patut ke aku buat begitu???

Dari pandangan pertama, yes! aku suka dier... tapi tat time tgh busy ngan projeck so aku pun concentrate dgn tu dan tak bebual dgn dia pun... Da bis pun projeck, aku bebual sikit2 ngan dier and start sms her.. aku pun uat research about "her" thru her friends.. aku banyak nasihat and good points about her..

BUT, Hari ni, aku rase lain.. aku rase makin stress and kurang confident dgn diri aku... aku rase ade 3 points asal aku rase lain about her..

1) dier da ader boy tapi...
2) Confirm ramai lelaki nk dgn dier.
3) aku tk pandai nak bebual ngan dier

So cam ner? aku skrg kalo dier tak dtg mcm tk syiok gitu gi cc... cam ner?
Now, aku blum decide lagi.. Should i take her name off from my heart? Or just keep it to myself?? Still havnt decide my mind yet honestly..

New look of my room.

Before and After...

hmm.. colour - pink.. haha ya i know.. after much discussion and argument about colours, me and my bro choose pink.. plan about 1 year ago.. haha.. now then paint... "cantik kan......?"

Perhimpunan Serumpun Seni 1

Alhamdulilah after 3 months of planning, all ended with success. Specially thanks for those who are involve in the concert,

• Abg Wandi and Kesenian Tedja Timur,
• Abg Sani and Dermaga Seni Pusaka,
• Wak Jai and Kompang Melayu Bintang Timur Tradisional
• Hafiz and Panca Suria
• Earth, Modes and Sanskrits
• YCK MAEC
• not forgetting all my Nayaga Cimande Crew ( logistic, Runner and Usher)... they did an awesome jobs...

This is some picture and special credit to abg sani and DSP for images.

BATAM TRIP!

Oh yeah! I just came back from Batam.. for shoWPing.. (means show and at the same time shopping) haha..

ME, kak Swi, Naz, Wak Nin, Wak Moin went there to represent our group at Batam.. the performance, I felt normal just tat the people there dun understand what we perform.. argh.. feel so LAME sak..!

for me, first time went there, it is nice place... the best rate to place is TOILET.. it is damn CLEAN!! shopping there quite good and all of us confuse with their currency... STRESS ah beb!

btw, cewek-cewek di sana jugak manis-manis ya.. hehe
kk gtg, i still miss 11...haha

Sony Erisson go for SWIMMING!

my dropped into a pail of water yesterday!! shIT!

i take off the batery and leave it like tat to let it dry..

Thanks God, it still working now.. those who call me on tuesday, 10Mar09, Im sory ya.. hehe

ZOO..

Today, i decided not to go kompang because it is somebody wedding...

Then i follow PAkbusu family go to the ZOO.. fuh tiring but fun...

the thing that i miss is that We did not have a chance to watch the animal show, not even one.. sad sak.. nvm la, images will be uploaded soon..

REGRET!!

wat had happen last weekend,

after much disagreement and i think, Wak Moin and I had put effort with the problem, it ended with a fight,
-Saturday: Hairi and Wak Nin
-Sunday: Hairi and Kak Sri..

I felt sad and regret on watever i had done for sembawang and gang specailly hairi.. it is a huge slap tat i feel from him..

in my heart now
TO HAIRI, I NEVER FORGIVE YOU!! AKU TAKKAN MAAFKAN KAU DARI DUNIA HINGGA AKHIRAT ATAS APE YANG KAU DA LAKUKAN...

I LOVE IT becoz of $$ haha

After 2 weeks of waiting... now i got my pay for 2 days work..

Work with EPI company which i dunno where it comes from.. but thanks to keith for the offer..

I got my pay $165 for 2days...

This is how i look when i wear their uniform.. it too fit for me.. and people say i lose weight abit.. haiz.. no comment la..