I received sms from Q at 11:34am
Q: "I wana sae sumthing. but i tktau u leh accept ke tk.. before i brk up dgn my exi da berjanji nt to hav any rltnship 4 d time.. bt i duno how things happentil both of us 2gether.. i just tak tahu. my family seem nt to accept u, deywan me ro jus be fren wit u.. nt more than dat. now i tak tau nk uatpe."
Me: "U wanna break up?"
Q: "tk tahu"
Me: "Y u decide to tell me today?"
Q: "I tknk u pkr yg my family dun like u"
Me: "I tk penah ckp pun yg family u tk suke i.. camner pun, i will try to win their heartkn..tapi kalo dorg btol btol btol btol da tk suke.. i cnt say anything..
Q: "Dey wan me to jus fren wif u"
Me: "Im just too weak now.. I just feel i lost everything.. give me time to think.."
At 1pm...
Q sms me and say: "till here our relationship.. thnx 4 everything.. ur love n care.. we stil cn b frens.k tc N im sorry 4 hurting u"
seriously, my heart.... cnt describe... i cnt think anything right now... i damn super weak... i just my world is dark rite now... no light...