100% Cilik

HOLIDaY!! 1 week school breakOut and Deepavali..





and the best thing.. i decided to go for 100% Cilik at Esplanade together with PESTA RAYA.

Comment about the show:

100% Cilik

100% Hiburan

100% Kelakar..

it is a good show... it feels time fly very fast...
after that i went down to outdoor stage for KOPI DANGDUT..!! FUh!! Power dok!
alot of aBanglah and makciks too.. Enjoy tat nite with dangdut all the way..

Some songs that i still remember :

Terajana

Kuch Kuch Ho Tai

Kal Ho Naa Ho

Kopi Dangdut

Dara atau Janda

and many more..

i felt much better now.. but i think my LAZY mood is here..

gtg tomoro got STUDIO Refreshment Course.. kk bye

PP Poster...!!

now i feel much better and i think i have recover my illness physically but not inner part... haiz.


i got alot of things to think for now..

firstly, PP poster - i need to finish it if possible by this week and can be print by Monday..

secondly, WORK... i finding new jobs but abit choosy.. ya i know.. i want work on weekdays night only, about 6-11 maybe... but where can i find it?

thirdly, my ONE week holiday is pack with studio IG event. we will having refresment workshop on tues 28/10 and live record for halloween on 30/10.. another thing is the duaM production... Their event mostly on SUnday.. biase ah.. got kompang and my commitment with Kompang is very strong man..!! ish!! dunno lar..

Lastly, i so sad tat BOGOR trip is CANCELLED.. haiz...!!

i think tats all lar..

How to make myself recover??

Haiz..! 11 days had been upset.. i had try my hard to remove tat memories and force myself to accept that fact..but i think i still cant accept this… Y it happen in sudden? It happen too fast.. 2months only we together and tat’s it??
quite a few ways i try.. but i still controlling myself.. by hearing NASYID, it helps me to cool down and remind of ALLAH SAW.

Happiness comes once....

I in school today doing DMT... and later i have performance at Ulu Pandan CC for Hari Raya show.. So, i decided to take half day ah... but frankly today's problem, sound EASY but the fact is CONFUSING... haiz...

Im going CC later for performance of this week.. I still sad when i need to go there and very pain deep in my heart... the memories that still fresh in my mind... i couldnt forget it because everything happen very fast and in a sudden... I cant believe it and i cant take this fact..
the pain is still deep in my heart... VERY DEEP..!

no choice, my life must goes on..

i buying new SimCard Starhub Prepaid... Y? Cudn't explain ONLINE...

kk gtg bye!!

SAD n REGRET!!!

because of too sad.. i decided not to go school today.. because if i go, it will spoilt my mood and end up i will cabut class.. better dun go.. i should take a break..

3 days had gone, but i still dun get any respond from her what had happen and i really confused why she didnt contact me at all..

i had not enough sleep, keep thinking of her.. and everywhere i go, there is such memories to it... i felt my body very warm and weak and my head starts to ache.. i just keep it to myself and i wont talk to anyone.. my heart always say this: Can you call me? Please!

Due to too upset and weak, i just sit on my desk and listen to some ROCK song... SUDDENLY!, she call! i couldnt say anything, cause my voice some kind monotone and boring and my brain like had been block!!

she heard my voice and asked: y?u boring eh?.. i answered YES! then she quiet! i repeat Hello about 7 times, then she put down the phone..

i was like... she didnt bother to ask me why i like tat or what, and just put down the phone.. BROKEN glass from 12th floor to 1st floor.. after about 30 mins, i force myself to cool down and call her.. from 8pm to almost 10pm i call, she nvr answer... i DAMN regret! !@#$ to myself!!!

my hope she call me... and i should control my emotional.. although it is hard, specially u r hurt..

Raye With Nayaga!

Tanpa plan yang btol, 7 org je jalan raye.. sedih seh..

tapi alhamdullilah we enjoy the day.

kita kunjungi rumah:

1)Man N Swi

2)Haikal

3)Aisyah (ex-Naz)

4)Wak Nin

5)Wak Moin

6)Kak Rina

7)Mak Busu..

Some picture to share:

Putus harapan Ku!!

Now i have the answer of everything... But so sorry i will type in malay...

Terus terang, perhubungan antara aku dgn dinie da tdak ader lagi..
HAMPA, SEDIH, KECEWA DAN sakit hatiku selepas mendengar kata-katanya itu. Walau bagaimana pun, aku masih tertanye-tanye ape salah aku sampai dier buat
begini.. Aku rase aku da beri ape sahaja yang dier mahu...

kalo aku jumpe dier,

soalan yang akan aku tanye:
-ape salah abg?
-ape yang buat u berubah?
-kenape sampai tk bebual dgn abg atau msg? bile msg pun, kata-kata kasar.. ape maksud tu?

apa yang aku kata padanya:
ABG MASIH SAYANG AYANG!!

Sekarang aku tk tahu ape nak buat.. hatiku kosong skali.. tk tahu sape nk ku mengadu.. sakit hati ku...

aku tak tahu ape nak cakap lagi... kenangan saja yang tinggal...

aku harap aku akan back to normal dan aku mesti teruskan hidup... walaupun aku rase aku mcm mayat bergerak..

Man N Dinie
9th August ~ 9th October 2008

SAD now!!

im very sad now... Y?? hmm..

so many thing in my head now..

school...?
Work...?
Girl..?
Nayaga...?

haiz...