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My Final year project.. Finally over...!


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FINALLY...!!!

after months of codes, this is the time that i am really waiting for.. PRESENTATION OF FYP I... which is later at 3pm..

All done, but still have problem uploading.. haiz.. hope joseph can help me.. I really want to thanks Joseph for all his help.. without him, we can reach at this stage.. Not forgetting Xavier and Linqing.. for encouragement, understanding and all the support of this project... I really sad that we ended our journey soon after months of working together.. All the best bro for next FYP..

back to my life, I did quiz at facebook "what type of bf are u? and I am...

A JEALOUS GF/BF
You are very insecure of yourself. If you know you are good enough for your gf/bf then you should not have to worry about him/her leaving you for someone better. But most obviously we can see why, your insecurity is ruining the relationship, you don't trust your partner to be faithful to you. But who can blame them with the way you have been policing his/her every move....has it become illegal for yr bf/gf to hang or converse with the opposite sex because they are in a relationship with you?? If you fix yourself then you would not have to be insecure and jealous over your bf/gf

And why i post this? Coz think I am, and i will take this note and keep to my heart not to be too jealousy.. haha

ok till here.. Chiow..

I love Q with all my heart... Sumpah, tak bohong..

Almost done...

Yes, I am almost done after 1 week of lack of sleep, overworked till I got myself a fever... now 3.34am.. I had settle the upload thingy and the php codes.. very !@#$ing hard... thnx to Joseph.. without his help, Im still stuck..

Wat happen just now?? I kena buih with Joseph.. Promise meet at 830am, but he cant make it.. more stress i gain, till my syg kena scold for nothing... Sory sayang.. I didnt mean to scold u..

then after class, meet joseph and rush to yck.. kompang rehearsal.. NONSENSE....!!!

till here,
chiow..

I love Q..

For Her..!

Not the video but song...

Lyrics
*Mungkin hanya Tuhan (Maybe Only God)
Yang tau sgalanya (That's Know Everything)
Apa yang kuinginkan (What I want)
Di saat saat ini (At this time)

Kau takkan percaya (You won't believe)
Kau slalu di hati (You always in my heart)
Haruskah kumenangis (Should I Cry)
Tuk menyatakan yang sesungguhnya (To tell the Truth)

Reff#
Kau lah segalanya untukku (You are everything to me)
Kau lah curahan hati ini (You filled my heart)
Tak mungkin kumelupakanmu (I will never forget you)
Tiada lagi yang kuharap hanya kau seorang (There's nobody other than you)
*repeat

am i trying my best or forcing myself..?

Yes, I am trying to understand her coz she having competition later.. but for this week, she was tooooooooo busy with her dikir and less spent time with me.. not like before.. ok like wat i say.. i am trying to understand her.. Now, I heard budak2 dikir sleepover her house, and she didnt bother to reply me or tell me whether she asleep or not... So its like after dikir right now... and she still putting me away??


Too many things in my head now...

- FYP
- Baju utk ditempah
- Q...
- Invitation card design for Along's Wedding..

I dunno la.. im still cooling down although my heart not that cool.... ergh!!!!!!!

Stress!

Now I am !@#$ing stress.. what happen today,

I slept at 3am.. just to complete my fyp tat been planned.
wake up and go Q house to fetch her, as i promise to bring her out.
Back home at 3pm and done my FYP uploading part.. yes fucking stress and dont understand.. cool down... ok..
next, at 6pm me and mum went sembawang to check for computer price.. ok my comp spoilt as 6 months does not use it...
Reach home at 9pm.. continue my work..
My team member comment my yesterday work, and i do adjustment..
and he say

"today me and linqing stay until 9 you know"

so wat is tat mean? Yes, I felt guilty.. Hey, wat u do when I stay with u at library? Facebook? Surf the Net..? please enough of ur EGO! dun act good..!

tnx Q to cool me down..

Another problem:
thurs after sch:
-fyp meeting, -studio production module meeting, - studioIG meeting(i'm not gg)
fri after sch:
-UT, -fyp meeting, - kompang briefing(pending), -accompany father to sembwng..

I cnt decide.. too many things in my head.. if nvr go here, there will make face and I will feel guilty. If i nvr go there, here will make noise and I will feel guilty... HOW????????????

Shaherman N Quzaimah

from 08-07-09...

My dear Q,

I hope I can give you smile every time you with me. What people will say, let them say... I know and love you from heart.. Looks does not matter dear.. Hope we will always be happy..

I love you dear...

Amin

Love,
Shaherman

Loving her

ok now 1:18am.. standard still doing fyp, listen music and my bro, Along, snoring.. Nice U... very synchronize with my song, Grease... haha...

So, fyp.. almost done.. just wait for linqing for this codes and the scary part nobody do the upload which i suppose too.. haiz.. k i will do after this..

Now about my life.. I am happy mood nowadays... Know why..? I found someone who I love.. haha.. I know sound weird.. I dunno.. This is still keep secret.. who is she.. but sooner or later, I will tell.. Now I was soooooooo in love with her.. I mean it from bottom of my heart...

Ok till here.. my plan to bring her out tomoro and buy something for her.. hope she can make it as she sick right now... and I dun want to force her of coz.. till here..

Chiow...!

As my post about haziqah.. just forget it.. Take it as my feeling only and I know I wont get her anyway... So, Iqah I'm sorry...

Perasaan aku skarang...

Bak pepatah Ukay ~ Disana Menanti Disini Menunggu

Seumur hidup aku
Ini yang pertama
Pintu hatiku diketuk
Oleh dua wanita
Punyai ciri selama ini ku cari
Berbeza wajah ayunya tetap asli

Kalau ku pilih di sini
Apa kata di sana
Kalau ku pilih di sana
Di sini akan terluka
Perlukah aku pilih keduanya
Bahagi kasih adil-adilnya

Sungguh ku merasa resah
Untuk menilai sesuatu yang indah
Namunku ada pepatah
Yang aku gubah…

Di sana hanyalah menanti
Sampai bila pun ku tak pasti
Bertanya khabar melalui tinta
Jarang sekali bertemu muka
Namunku tahu dia setia

Dan di sini tetap menunggu

Berada jelas di mataku
Kasih tak luak terhadap aku
Sanggup menunggu kata putusku
Sayang ketabahanmu menawanku

Ku terima satu nota
Ringkas tulisannya
Dia sedia undur diri
Dan memaafkanku
Katanya anggap ini satu mimpi
Yang datang sekadar…
Untuk menguji…

RAM DDR2

I slept at 2am if i'm not wrong.. Coz i finished my FYP at 1.45am.. I washed up and went to bed.

I woke up at 7.30am coz I'm having FYP meeting at 8.30am.. I late by 3mins.. the worst thing is tat the meeting is last 20mins and I alone attending the meeting(LQ came 3mins before it ends)..

OK i left sch at 10am and meet my parent to go Sim Lim.. I upgrade my RAM from 1Gb to 2Gb.. I tot it cost $36 but it takes me $42 for that coz my lappy need 2 1GB RAM.. so tats y... ok la my computer fast abit... ABIT only..

When bugis buy new black watch.. AND Im going to get a hair cut and shave my beard. Soon.. coz as I promise, If i had found someone, I will shave it... 100% secret..!! hehe

okok Chiow!!!

Yok Dikir Yok!!

Ok lar.. New thing in my life.. I played Dikir.. and the best thing I went the training 2 days before the show.. ok enough practice for me maybe.. Professional mah.... haha perasaan... So what happen on Saturday...

I planned to wake up late coz i had been sleeping late for past few days.. Unfortunately, Umi forgot to bring along yanti's passport, so i woke up, bath and went to Lavender.. My head was spinning and my mood was swing too.. it is sudden wake.. so my mood also sudden...

Q and syaa came to my house for make up.. Kak swi make up~ing them... then went buy food with syaa.. the weather quite hot and I quite embarassed tat I dun really know where is the nice food at my place.. haha..

then proceed to WDL cc.. we late as per normal.. I pissed off... Y? wif Who? Now i tell... when i reach cc, i saw iqah black face.. i dunno y.. so i ask kind la whether she ok or not.. then say shout "Nothing la!" and rush enter the lift.. I stunned... Sia ah.. spoilt my mood.. I just come to this show for her and also help kak Zaty at the same time.. and she give me this attitude? Follow my heart I want to leave that team alone sia.. Ok but i controlled myself and go ahead wif show..

after that went geylang to watch kuda.. POWER dok...!!!

chiow!!!

Random..

ok time now is 2.50am.. I still awake doing my fyp... Of coz flash actionscript2.0... haiz.. ok now week 9 and we need to be done by week 13, SO we have about 4 more weeks left.. Nothing much to say about that...

Friday, I did not go school becoz im not well of coz.. What happen actually is,

My class got to know that one of the student, 3rd day of 3D animation(week 8) was positive H1N1 and Keneth said that Zek had the symptoms of it.. Of coz, I felt scared la.. who wants H1N1.. AND the best thing, tat guy who had H1N1 same room with me.. Just that, mine is 2nd day. during 3rd meeting or at about 2pm i guess.. my body is aching, my head spins and my throat feels one kind... I just keep quiet ah.. I fight for it.. and pray at the same time that I did not get H1N1.. Reach home I felt my body damn hot sia.. Came back from DK, I ate panadol and sleep...

Next day, I am better but I prefer to stay home la.. just for my own good.. hehe

THings AboUt YOU...!!!

hey, this is specially for u, iqah... but I hope to know u more...

When I remember and see those things that I mention below, it reminds me of U.. serious Tak Bohong...!

- Anything is Yellow
- 14 June
- "Suap!"
- chips......!
- Lychee Tea and Blueberry tea, - coz u dun like it
- CCK
- Sensitive Nose, (specially thanks to those smoker)
- Dun like to eat medicine
- Song: 14 hari.. I know tat is for ur boy...
- when I watch Khabi Khusy Khabi Gham, Kareena kapoor looks like u.. I dunno why..


I think tats what i remember..

Ok honestly, from bottom of my heart, I Miss you..

KK taking care, Wassalam