SAD n REGRET!!!

because of too sad.. i decided not to go school today.. because if i go, it will spoilt my mood and end up i will cabut class.. better dun go.. i should take a break..

3 days had gone, but i still dun get any respond from her what had happen and i really confused why she didnt contact me at all..

i had not enough sleep, keep thinking of her.. and everywhere i go, there is such memories to it... i felt my body very warm and weak and my head starts to ache.. i just keep it to myself and i wont talk to anyone.. my heart always say this: Can you call me? Please!

Due to too upset and weak, i just sit on my desk and listen to some ROCK song... SUDDENLY!, she call! i couldnt say anything, cause my voice some kind monotone and boring and my brain like had been block!!

she heard my voice and asked: y?u boring eh?.. i answered YES! then she quiet! i repeat Hello about 7 times, then she put down the phone..

i was like... she didnt bother to ask me why i like tat or what, and just put down the phone.. BROKEN glass from 12th floor to 1st floor.. after about 30 mins, i force myself to cool down and call her.. from 8pm to almost 10pm i call, she nvr answer... i DAMN regret! !@#$ to myself!!!

my hope she call me... and i should control my emotional.. although it is hard, specially u r hurt..