What a bad day...?

yesterday kompang.. haiz...

damn bloody fed up.... the late-comers, the uninvited guy, the delay guy, not enough kompang, not enough batik, not enough safety pin, and everything all wants fast... Cbai sial... I fucking fed-up with all the guys and up to dem la even the girls too... malaz ah nk layan...

i keep myself to cool down and the keluaran was fine..

saw dear after keluaran, happy abit...

i tot after everyting nk gy tgok kuda, den need to stay for meeting... meeting... meeting... meeting.. *yawn*.. ok den wak furious abt bdk2 and me and kak rina kena scold... it is so UNFAIR to us... kak rina defend and i support from her back.. wak quiet... BINGIT sak... i lost my mood sia.. tot of gg home after dat, bt i met my dear.. mkn.. walk.. n home..

miss her alots...

till here bye....

BORNFIRE 2009

it is an yearly event where fire show involves.. I and Kakrina represents nayaga cimande with wayang aloes to perform.... N honestly, nothing to proud of la... cause there is music.. and we like acting playing the music.. so "waste time" la..

Kak zaty, tnx for ur support and food... kebuloh siol.. hehe

after tat, wait transport for transport and went home.. Cnt sleep till 3 am.. Dangdut~ing with along the whole night... padahal bsok got kompang sia.. okla jumpe lagi..

Hari Raya Haji

Salam..

REWIND!!!
Okla, Malam raya (Hari Raya Eve I work) sian siah.. no mood to work but i haf too.. but time past very fast till i didnt realize that it is already 12mn. So go home time.. went back, family members havent sleep.. so i mkn lontong which i missed my lunch and dinner earlier.. laugh2 den sleep..

HAri raYa hAjI...
Relax... visit grandparent father side and mother side... didnt eat much... haiz.. mlz ah.. went back and get call from Nazri.. gt sec sch gathering.. so i come down.. talk, joke, eat and many more la.. by 12am, i walked back home.. coz tomoro i got show.. so i belah la..

tat's it for this year hari raya haji...

2nd month..

firstly...

"Alhamdulilah..."

wat was planned go smoothly... Bt the thing does not smooth was, i LATE... promise meet at 1.30pm bt i reach 1.45pm.. sorry dear..

*fast forward*

queue for popcorn, im happy to see ira coz veteran ppl know wat to do.. I ordered popcorn, nugget and nacho for my dear.. Enter hall, havnt start.. *munch munch*
Movie start.. btw we watched 2012... Comment: okla, 3/5... storyline abit not logic and 3D modeling cant still see it fake... but effect SUPERB...!

*fast forward*

2.5hr of seating, wat u expect... sakit siol buntot.. hehe
proceed to airport for POPEYE

*fast forward*

the fish sandwich... it melts in ur mouth beb.. it is fresh and juicy dok... POWER..! Dear ate chicken "Maxi Meal" n half of my sandwich.. kesian dear, lapar..
Jln2, walk2 and go back home...

So, happy 2nd month for me and my dear Qu... hope u happy with me dear..
n not forgetting, thanx for ur gift from BATAM.. i really love it... hehe


till here..
WASSALAM

UPDATE...!

so what telah happen last week...?

I and my fyp members was doing shooting at Malay Village for Kuda kepang show... okla come on time but Wandi was not there... so, kill time by record the scene we need.. have their dinner and proceed to shooting.. After 12 years watching kuda kepang, this is the first time, i kena blow with water and flower by one of the dancer... SH!T sia... i was holding sch camera (lucky camera nvr kena water).. my hair and shirt wet with flower with it.. siah ah.. ok after tat interview wandi... tok2 until 12.. best missed train.. take cab back home from AMK.. almost $17... haiz..

sunday at home..
monday lazy, stay home...
Tues n wed, sch coz got UT..

and today work.. sian..!

Complain. complain. complain.
haiz.. fine.. den going home, was on the phone with Q and
"DUKE....!" my head hit the van.. fuh spinning siol... pain ah..

ok n tomoro.. is the day i waiting for...

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?

basically, I dunno what happen to me? I keep thinking of sumthing which is not a good one.. y? and there is somebody is up in my mind now.. wat the !@#$... seriously. i dunno wat happen to me... now my mind is mixed up and my mood has been swing since yesterday... but Y?

wondering

back!

i had been busy for tis week... Yes, as i told morning sch nite work...
Tues, met syaa.. Lepak wif her since she was bored... I dun mind la kn... We share story... N i share my feeling abt my relationship... She said i can take it and just keep patience.. den i think back when i was otw to work.. Maybe, ya i give in too much to q... Bt how seh...?

Fri met q n all dikir girls... Ok after some time, i tot to go pasar mlm after send q home, bt she accompany me... So okla... Walk2, go mkn n home...

N one ting happen is, i keep thinking of someting which is i not suppose to think.. This is secret i cnt share anyone accept myself...

N now is monday... I had NOT been contacting Q since saturday.. So lets see till when will she contact me... But actually wat went wrong? I just feel we are just normal frend... If she remember me, she msg, if not she quiet... n i per normal, try to msg sometime reply sometime not.. So how? I alwayz understand her feeling n her family. Bt i dun tink she understand me... So? Should still give in or someting else...? Advise me... Call/sms me at 82589464...

TGIF...

after a week on waking up early and busy go school and work, this is the day i can get rest.. coz after sch i get back home or meet my love one or nyte jog again or rest at home aje..

btw my work for past 4 days was fun... mcm playing game... when 11:50pm, all starts counting down.. hehe... okla quite fun environment... the job also not that hard, just that i am not familiar with some road and event building... tat's where my stress come....

btw my love, Q, thanx for ur understanding dear... cnt wait for 20/11/09...

kk till here...

Wassalam

record in m life

harlow...
time check 5:34pm.. means I had 2 more hours to go work lata..

yes i had a job now.. customer service at Comfort.. alah answer booking call..

so what i had happen...? i think i had done very very very STUPID decision..
Coz i was attending my 3 days on job training and i left my kompang with nazri, and of coz nt forgeting q too.. yesterday, the worst I felt very bad coz naz msg me and give up on kompang.. i cant describe my feeling here.. bt then, i really bad.. NAZRI thnx bro... sampai salah urat.. hehe

ok, work...hmmmm so far ok la kan.. nothing much too describe..

what's in my mind...
- i dun really know wether i can manage with my new schedule..
-Mon- Thurs : Morning Sch, Night work
- Fri : Sch
- Sat n Sun: Kompang if have...
-N why i work, coz i dun want to ask money from my parent.. and oso if i want to go out with Q, i can use tat money..

-For now, I had this weird feeling... y? my Quwh la.. nowadays, when on phone, she like increasing her voice, no mood and angry tone... when i asked, "nothing..." i feel there is somting wrong ah.. but i dunno.. so far, i have not been on phone with her since Saturday.. i tink i just let it be je la.. If i ask, confirm she angry and say "nothing again.." so.. haiz...

kk till here.. bye..