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I dunno wether I EMO or wat.. Today Sunday, Training.. BUT as usual.. NOBODY COME FOR TRAINING... !%#$ Ok maybe my fault for not having training when they free... but then.. ERGH!! i dunno wat to say.. feel like give up about this..

me and kakrina at CC.. discuss about coming up project and listen to her.. i think it is a lecture to me and i just like layan kan je... this is wat i dun like when others nvr come.. who kena, I kena..
I aspect wak nin scold but he just keep quiet.. i know he got problem.. and as usual..the hate thing when at CC is arguement between KakRina and WakNin.. I feel like giving Up with this.. ok lar training and wat i had in my thought:

1) I will step down from Nayaga Cimande latest by April(when my Year3 starts)
2) I will find new job
3) I want my life.. normal life.. I want to change...

still thinking..