confuse on my decision

new day means new day for me to solve my problem... I dunno wat q is thinkin, maybe she thinks it had been solve, but not for me...

I decide to meet kak zaty for advise honestly im still not stable... Met kak ty at yishun, n gt a call tat Q saw me n kak ty... Ok fine...

kak ty's advise me if i want, play game... Means in front of her parent, say we broke up but when at back, we are... Ok im thinking of tat... Bt i know q wont agree, she abit stuborn n nvr give in... After a while, abg wan n abg J came.

Abg wan's advise, i just forget her. Since she know her promises with her parent, why she having rltsp at first place.? Now she hurting someone... I think of tat, maybe abg wan is riTe oso...

When lepaking wif them n eating kuaci, i keep thinking... If i follow wat abg wan say, i dun haf the heart to do tat... If i follow kak ty, q wont agree...

Love is complicated. Life is hard. Any thing happen, decision is on my hand... Wat i can see, abg wan, abg J n kak ty really concern abt my relationship... I dunno why tis must happen?

I haf no conclusion yet, my pray is tat i can save my relationship n hope can meet q n haf a talk wif her... Amin