wats my feeling now...

Alrite... First of all, I am facing new thing in RP which EXAM... !@#$ 90mins, long sia... ok fine.. do-able... after that went CWP for breakfast + lunch... den went arcade.. thnx Felly, Dino, gareth, Faizal.. U guys cheer me up... My mood was fine after tat...

Accompany Dad to toa payoh... tat's where my bloody fucking bad mood come back.. Y..? my memories with Q was there... same place... I tahan... but i cant... Fetch mom and went CWP again.. I know my mood was still bad.. i feel like I'm Zombie walking at that CWP... Mkn at Banquet... I force myself not to msg her... when walking at level one, I tot i saw q at the escalator actually not her.. BUT when i turns towards KFC, i saw Q... my heart was like....*cant describe* She looks normal..like nothing happen.. FIne lar eh...

then at night i Called her.. she story la wat happen just now, her cat, her presentation but when my turns to talk... "hey, my mum call. I call u back.." Until now no msg from her.... AM I STUPID? seriously I DUNNO ah..